Well, that was the idea. Then when things get rough, I let my emotions set in and veer away from my system. Therefore, in the end, I lost more money than I earned. When I think about it, I am gambling for fun. Losing is painful, but just the thought of getting more than you lost, that gets me more pumped. I don't know how to describe it, but the feeling is like when driving fast, and the adrenaline really shoots up. Then when the cards unfold (or whatever I am playing, like dice), that is when the world stops and nothing matters, but the outcome of the game.