I know but it's not everyone in your situation that would do this same with his time ;-)
You do all of this honestly, it's really cool in my book
The advantage of being 58 years old is 'been there done that' takes over.
I never worry about a phone call or a knock on the door. Honesty can be very rewarding thing.
Think How Josh of Zen-Gaw or Josh of BFL worry about a door knock or a phone call or whatever.