I guess I already expected this kind of response here. Even last time when I was asking an honest question about a scam gambling site where I had been scammed for 10kphp I instead was accused of being cahoots with the site. Although, there were still lots of people who gave helpful response which I was thankful about. I don't blame anyone though, it's hard to trust where we can't identify real people.
And about the telegram, I don't think there was any risk involved though. What I had were files that required only effort to get while the other side only provided account details which he or she could have recovered any time he/she wanted through email recovery.
I honestly am not expecting that much anymore, I already see this as a lost cause since as I have said, I had no proof of any of my claims. And while I am truly not the scammer or have scammed anyone else, I can't say I am completely clean.
I guess I just felt I had to say something no matter how useless it would have already been since the accusation is not a simple issue. It involves money that someone worked hard for. I have been scammed and phished several times already myself, the last thing I want to happen is to be labelled the same as such scammers/thieves that I furiously hate.
If ever I had to leave because of my multiple accounts and sending merits, I didnt want my last image in this forum to be as a scammer.
I guess I just hoped a bit that there was a way to identify any differences or whatever between me and the scammer somehow. But I guess that hope is already down the drain.
While it's not a good feeling to lose something you have given effort to build or be accused of something you are not, I already have too much on my plate right now personally. I don't want to waste anymore effort on something I have no control over nor engage in conversations that may degrade the image I've built here even more if I get triggered emotionally somehow and say things that I wouldn't want said to me as well.
Besides, it's my fault anyway for trusting that person, be it in the time of pandemic or not. Sucks to be me, I guess I was just unlucky.
Well, maybe you can see this as my last effort to clear my account from being a scammer. If someone gets to prove my claims somehow then great, if not then it is what it is.
I enjoyed conversing with like minded people during my stay. Although I won't be initiating in conversations anymore since no one would even want to converse with an account that has a scammer label stuck on it, I can still read posts here when I am curious about news related to this industry from time to time so I guess that at least is a good thing.
I actually ended up typing more than I originally wanted but felt quite relieved being able to express my thoughts. I am letting go of this issue now and would probably stop visiting this forum for quite some time for some peace of mind.
Regardless of how I am being seen right now, I'm thankful for you both for taking the time to read and actually responding with your views on this.
-Similificator