In fact, if I've got it right Mat you've got about 60 BTC or so. So put 50 aside and play with 10. Then you still have the best chance of becoming a millionaire in dollar terms (BTC to $20k is perfectly feasible I think).
I have 13.5 BTC.
I lined up a 60 BTC buy-in on the Feb crash to $400. I was really going all in with that as I had a dream that Bitcoin hit $380 and as you know, I believe in my dreams. I had one 60 BTC buy in tranche on Bitstamp at $391.37, or something like that. I missed out on the entire lot by less than $9. Phucking idiot!
Since then, I have taken a lot of fiat off the exchange, spent a lot of it, and lost a hefty sum when I resolved to hold out on a bad short trade until I broke even (my nerve broke well before the break even point finally came) and without having worked to earn more, and now Bitstamp won't let me get any fiat back into my account without subjecting me to an anal probe before hand. So I have what I have on the exchange and/or in Bitcoin and that will be it.
I have my Bitcoins in offline wallet for now. I am confident that we will be mostly heading north from here. As soon as I lose my confidence and start getting Bitcoin Fear proper, I shall post the fact on this forum.