Topic: Am about to go homeless, could use some help - page 18. (Read 21933 times)

God no, reading your pedantic bullshit isn't the fun part about your threads, it's watching people point out how you constantly contradict yourself and point out how full of shit you are, and how you utterly fail to deal with it.


Shroomery's Dankcoin thread. It got a lot of use there.

I was wondering when you'd stop with the shitload and finally got to the begging point.

I suggest you stop drinking immediately, or just bury yourself alive and try to trascend

And that's completely fine with me!  I would love to have a little self built cob house and some dozens of chickens to feed the community - but I am in no position to do that at this point in time.

We need to look towards self sustaining options, creating a large network that centralizes the most crucial resources such as food - which must therefor rely upon the centralized energy industry to deliver said food - is a recipe for disaster.  So little can go wrong and so many people can die as a result, we really need to get back to our roots and each take care of ourselves and our neighbors.

In regards to the rest of your post - I'm sure it will be an adventure, but I have learned quite a bit and my awareness and interaction with the physical plane will be on another level.  I will likely walk after someone makes an attempt to kill me.  In that moment, I will levitate and possibly transcend or stop bullets, whatever is necessary.

From there on, there is a good chance I can retain my power even when absent of an attack.  I do expect to encounter military units blocking the road ahead of me.  I will proceed to walk and if they try to stop me I will simply go above them or stop whatever they throw at me.  Anyone who intervenes with the divine plan of the universe will be stopped, even absent of my presence.

BTW - I levitated this morning when I was waking again.  I'm not sure if it was in the dream realm or physical, but it surely did feel like it was the physical realm for I was laying down and I don't recall laying down in the dreams I was having at any point.  It was much more of a full body levitation, not significantly high if any distance but I was very light and could feel the upward movement.  Just thought I'd share.


Vod, I was in Winston Salem, it was only a 10 mile walk after the car stopped driving off the power of consciousness.

And I wasn't desperate for water.  I was just asking people for water because my bottle was empty and I could use a break from walking.

Would you guys pay $25 for a hard copy of The Tale of Dank?  I'm looking into getting soft copies produced for $10 but I think having hard copies would be quite awesome, though they're expensive.

Money would go towards paying squall's debt back, hopefully earning enough for a little extra to help me prepare for my journey across the country.

Yep a 2 hour drive... So many good stories...dank make sure that one goes in the book.

Ah, so dank got 124 miles before he had to quit due to water?  A 2 hour drive.  He was desperate for water - trespassing on private property and begging.

https://www.google.com/maps/dir/Holly+Springs,+NC/Yadkinville,+NC

Now he says he'll go seven weeks without food.     And this time his parents won't be there to bail him out.

Okay, riddle me this, even if we flee the big cities and start over in smallish communes with only local self-sustaining and renewable socialist economies, someone actually has to physically plow the earth and plant the seeds and farm the food. Same for all the other basic need products.

I get your aversion to big companies and unethical business practices, and no one is forcing you to work for the man, but there is still work to be done in any idealist communist paradise.


Last time it didn't go so well after you started knocking on random people's doors and sitting on their property:


I prefer long-distance cycling to walking, but on my 100km+ rides you can be sure I either bring supplies or enough cash (and a map of known supply points) to take care of myself.

If you really want to cross a continent on foot, you'll need to actually consider carefully the logistics of the thing, and that involves supplies and a good chunk of cash.

I will be drinking water and water alone.  I may try to go a week without water towards the end of the fast.  A man has gone 16 days without water under a medical study and has been said to gone much much longer.  Though fasting from food is the goal, not water.

I've gone four days before without hunger or lethargy, and that was in a psych ward where I was very detached from nature.  I'm sure I can go 42 days with a bit of will power.

I will stare into the sun when I can for energy.

I'll write the book myself as I fast.  Would be good for me.

Dank, if do fast, you should know that you cannot dry fast for nearly that long.
You will die within a short time without hydration.

a 42 day water fast is possible , but medical supervision
Is recommended for anything longer than 5 days.
And you should be inside chilling, not walking
To California.

Trust me, I know my stuff.
Ignore my advice at your own peril.

For the book, leverage what you already wrote.
Pay someone to compile and format your
Posts, you can get it done dirt cheap.

Then you'll have a product with real value
That you can sell.  Who loves ya?

I think we'd all like to see you sell the bike and repay squall $2,000.

You don't need the bike to write a book.


Actually, fasting means not consuming anything.  I guarantee you'll eat food within the first few days - your personality is far too weak to endure.

I'll consider writing one as I fast.  What would yall want, an autobiography or more philosophical book?  I've written much of the Tale of Dank a long time ago but it's pretty much a flat out narration of my life.  Interesting but plain.


The music festival makes complete sense if you can fathom the interaction of the spiritual energy.  It is the same as a feedback loop between a guitar amplifier which resonates through the strings and amplifies the sound, but humans do not hold the same limits that hardware such as an amplifier holds.  A feedback loop has potential to be endless.

I have no plans of getting a job and joining the enslavement of our race, I must set the example for others to follow.  I will do what I can but I honestly do not foresee the economy holding up for too long.


I have decided I will be walking to California in the near future after I complete a 42 day fast.  I will need to consume very little and I have faith people will shelter me on my journey when it is needed.

Can't decide if I'll bring my guitar along for the journey.  People seemed sorta estranged last time I walked west with it, though this time I will not turn back.

Dank I was just reading the Jesus thread.

https://bitcointalksearch.org/topic/m.1876490

Good suggestion for you to write a book, in fact a lot of it
Is already written in your posts....just compile them,
Organize them, put them in a PDF, and charge $20
Either through paypal or bitpay on your dank coin site.

Huh .?huh 

Also keep in mind that before you even consider repaying your debt, you need to be able to provide for yourself in some capacity, squall won't get paid if you die in a frozen ditch in November because you're still homeless.

I won't argue your sanity, nothing I say will affect your point of view since you seem entrenched in the notion that, as you say, you are one of the most sane people on the planet.

However, there are practical matters that you'll need to address, such as food, clothing and shelter. Bumming during summer is easier, but if you've burnt your bridges with your family and refuse to take governmental help, please find some way to sustain yourself before winter.

As I said, a job doesn't necessarily involve working for big business, and there are jobs adapted to your needs and values out there, you just need to get in touch with specialized resources.

I am glad you are seeing a doctor, she sounds very compassionate.

I don't know quite what to say about your concert.  I think I speak
for everyone here when i tell you that those are not reasonable
answers...no disrespect...but it's a nice dream.  If it gives you inspiration, great.

I believe you when you say you didn't mean to default to squall.

But since you admit that the "when" of the concert is unknown,
and since dankcoin was a non-starter,
wouldn't the honorable thing to do be to formulate a solid
plan to repay your debt to him?

What do ya think?

I can admit that I see how my early loaning actions were subtly resemblant of a ponzi scheme, but this was before I knew how a ponzi operated.  It was all subconscious and I was simply doing what I could to get by.  It all worked fine and I stopped double loaning when I realized this.  Squall would have been able to receive his principle and interest if I wasn't scammed for $500 of items twice.  I would have earned $1500-5000+ if I was able to conduct the business as I agreed to by the vendors who chose not to follow through on their end.

As far as psychological needs or whatever you want to judge for me, I am not the one who needs help with the mind.  I have been talking to a doctor for several months now and she understands my perspective.  She understands antipsychiatry and that how western doctors handle psychological issues is not only ineffective but is founded off false premises and beliefs of the doctors.

She is supportive and understanding of what I am doing in life.  Being from Holland and experiencing more of the world, she has seen a much different culture that our materialistic westernized culture we are conditioned with in America.

The fact is I am one of the most sane people in the planet, it is the world that has become insane.  If you just look at our actions from a third person perspective, you would see for yourself.  I speak of love and my actions show the sincerity of my words, how I won't contribute to the destruction of our home or enslavement of our race.  I am only perceived as crazy because the world does not understand me, that is exactly what crazy means, one who is crazy is misunderstood.  It is really the world that has become crazy.  We cherish greed and power.  We rise those who go to war and slaughter children and woman.  We even give those same people Nobel peace prizes ffs.  I am not the one who is crazy.  I am the one who is sane, for I understand.  I understand why I am the way I am and I understand why you are the way your are, because I used to be just like you, another cog in the machine, until I broke free.

If we all break free from the machine, it will fail to run.  But it takes courage.  It takes unison and it takes action.  Changing isn't easy, but it is way more rewarding than remaining as a cog and rotating through the same cycles each and every day.

No one but the Father knows the exact time.

The music festival will not be organized through monetary exchanges.  It will be a collective effort of humanity to unite as one.

No one goes back to work after the music festival.  Those who attend ascend.  Meaning they will fly into the sky and be part of a higher dimension where anything and everything is possible.  Even for those outside of the music festival, it's pretty unlikely that people will be working, the economy will have long been collapsed and it is very likely there will be widespread martial law and tyranny across the nation.

Logic and reasoning is using the preface that because x happened, x will happen.  This is inherently flawed as it traps us into a cycle of reaction rather than creation.  We can never break free from our cyclic lives of death if we always reason that because we or others have died before that it will continue to happen.

We must supersede and transcend beyond logic into a new, higher form of logic where you create the logic of your reality.  That truly is how we operate now, as my doctor said today, our reality is a projection of what we create.  But when we project a reality of x happened, therefor x will happen, we are entrapping ourselves into our own limited form of logic and rational.

Let's just agree that you're not great with money. You might have had good intentions, but the fact is you we're running concurrent loans that more than once had a ponzi-ish feel to them since you needed a new one to cover the obligations from your previous ones.

That in itself is a huge red fucking flag to any future potential loaner, both here or IRL.

Pretty sure I've said it before, you should consider looking into a line of work compatible with your values, there are a bunch of openings in small businesses out there (so you won't be working for ebil large corporations and all) that operate in in very earth friendly fields.

Here's a tip, and I say this with no sarcasm or malice, as you have been diagnosed with mental health issues, there probably are a bunch of non-profits in your region dedicated to helping you find work that can accommodate your particular needs. Please, for your parents, call them. I'm not even telling you to take interviews, just reach out and get a feel for the resources out there that aren't just psych wards.


Reading this, and your other writings fixated on dying or stuff like the people living in "fear" getting purged, I'm really concerned. Other than a full blow psychiatry detention, have you made efforts to seek medical help or counselling? You might not be at a place where you want to take an antipsychotic, and you might never be, but have you simply talked to a psychologist or social worker about how you feel? I'm not super familiar with the american health system, but I'd wager there's a few resources that don't involve force feeding you drugs.

Please, look into these. That's the kind of step that will help repair your relation with your parents, and maybe start you off on the road to a more happy life.  

Wow, what a powerful speech.  

In the real world it doesn't always work quite like that.
Sometimes - "First they ignore you, then they ridicule you, then they fight you, then you lose." Buffer Overflow

Are you as positive about this as you were about dankcoin?  You made several definitive statements about that as well, and it failed.

Two years in on your full time promoting and you have "several" supporters, and you think that will turn into 2 million people.  

You are making a concious effort to not pay squall - that is called a scam.

You could sell your bike (that you can't ride) today and send him $2,000 and you could keep $800 for yourself to pay for "shelter".

Instead, you keep pulling little donation scams and trying to get as much coin as you can for your drug habit.  

Questions:


1. whats the ETA for the concert?  

2. how do you think you'll be able
to organize the concert, given
the fact that you are pretty much
broke (and homeless?) and Dankcoin
has failed to generate a single penny?

3. Assuming you could organize the
concert, and lets say its amazing
with the most loving vibe and incredible
energy in any concert in the history
of the world, ever... what happens
when the concert is over, the drugs
wear off, and everyone goes back to work on Monday,
and its business as usual...then what?

Dank, have you thought about these things
logically and can you produce a reasonable
answer?

I think we would both agree that reason
and logic are not the ultimate truth but
still...they are a very useful tool in many
situations.


P.S.  mush bucks...lolz.... good one...  i guess
its cool the shroomery folks found their way
over here...welcome!

P.P.S. bad bear, that gif is hilarious, where did you find it?