Topic: Am about to go homeless, could use some help - page 15. (Read 21933 times)

Wow. I just read through this because I could not believe it. As a new member of these great boards, I can say you guys are very generous and pretty even keened to put up with all of this malarkey. Wow.

he's still a scammer even if he payed his debt

Sure, but the fact remains...you use drugs.

You wanna take drugs on a regular basis hey that's your right IMO.
But please don't claim to be some kind of messiah, it's beyond ridiculous.

Drugs have a diminishing return on raising someone's consciousness
beyond a temporary effect, and become counterproductive the
more often you use them.  I think even many on the shroomery
would agree with me.

An enlightened spiritual master as you purport to be does not
need to smoke weed or drop acid because they are already
in a high state of consciousness.  That's basic shit bro, come on...

Oh, and while many thought Jesus was crazy, many others followed
him and believed in his message at the same time.

Who is following you?  Why is not a single person on either
forum rallying to your side ?  Why is every single person
telling you that you're wrong, delusional, mixed up,
nutty, lazy, crazy, etc...(or at best, trying to offer you
some helpful advice on how to do things differently)...
why is NO ONE here agreeing with you?

You say you've conquered your ego, but the opposite is true.
Your ego is so big that you refuse to admit you're not THE
savior of humanity!  

...or you're simply trolling to avoid paying a debt.

Either way it's sad, (and you're considered a scammer until you fully repay your debt.)

Except that there will be no music festivals, no ascendings, nothing. It's painfully obvious.

Look, your dank bank failed. Your dankcoin failed. You can not organize/manage anything. No one believes in you.

I'm seriously not trying to be mean dude, just stating mere facts.
 

You know nothing kid. The pattern repeating is that you deliberately choose not to pay your debt to squall.
There's no reasoning with you but whatever. I'm bored.


Think about it for a minute(I know you won't, though). YOU are the reason YOUR problems exist. YOU fucked up with dank bank. YOU refuse to get a job. YOU refuse to sell YOUR gear&bike and pay YOUR debts. YOU can't see past YOUR own ego. YOU blame other people for YOUR problems.

Selling your gear&bike, and paying your debt to squall is the only reasonable thing to do. After that you're free to do whatever the fuck you want. Think about that. No one following you around on the internet and calling you a scammer. Until then, you are, by definition, a scammer.  

inb4 I am you blablablabla

Maybe he will settle the debt someday but has shown little willingness to do so
at this time....and will be thought of as a scammer until he proves otherwise.

This is why I dont give homeless people money especially the young ones. Just wants everything handed to them and if you dont they try snaking a way in. Oh man you got your leg blown off in Vietnam and cant work, sure man here is $10 bucks. Ohh your a hippy guitarist who doesnt work, defaults on loans and you are gonna spread your psychedlic love gospel around the world at the expense of others.


ZX6R         $2700
Strat         $1250
DSL100H      $900
1960A      $900
Roland VT-3   $200
Rode NT1-A      $220
Zoom G3X      $200
Samson speakers   $150
AudioEngine      $200
Roland GR-55   $700
Computer      $1000
Monitor      $200

Thats a whole lot of shit for being homeless. Seriously what fucking begging homeless guy has a $1k computer rig or $700 synth.

When you trip, do you not sometimes spiral and think of all the bad shit you have done to people? If tripping is spiritual and has shown you "The Way", don't you feel wrong not holding an obligation to stay true? Especially if your preaching this while being a thief.



1. Sell that shit put the profit in a bank account and setlle your debt, Sell the computer get a laptop.
2. Pack up and go on your tour and find peace, I recommend the organic farmer book that shows farms all around the world you can work on for lodging and small wages. Yea fucking work your young and able, Its all laid back hippy kids doing it and you will finda  place to preach and trust me plenty of kids that want to dose.
3. Get off this scamming and relying on other peeps including your family. It cant feel good when your tripping balls and you relize your a burden to everyone around you, even the people you talk to online.


Trip enjoy life and whatever but dont be piece of shit in the process.

http://www.randi.org/site/index.php/1m-challenge.html

You keep ignoring this so I'm just going to keep posting it. Come on dude, one million dollars.

That's exactly what you need

Everything is a mind altering substance.  Everything alters your perception, whether it's an image, your television, words, feelings.  They are all frequency inputs to the mind that alter your state of consciousness.

I'm almost bored with this conversation.

I'll say this:  with proper discernment,
one can distinguish a genuine spiritual
mystic from a deranged lunatic or self-styled
"guru".

One simple way to tell, is that the real deal
does not use or need mind altering substances
to reach higher states of consciousness.

Humanity has evolved much since Jesus was alive.  We each hold the same truth but I have completely new mediums and languages to articulate it than they did 2000 years ago.

People told Jesus he was crazy too, it's just the pattern repeating as it has throughout time.

You can do it better than they can.  Sure, we get it.

Just like you can teach us peace and love better than
Jesus, Buddha, and everyone else who has ever lived.

 

I feel sorry for you man...you are really suffering
from delusions of grandeur.   

Tried to help you bro... But you are sick...
Maybe too much LSD, I dunno.

But the music festival will be something special.  Those who attend will be doing so on the preface and understanding that they will ascend to a higher dimension, which is what will make it possible, because we will anticipate and believe it into reality.

Actually I think you succeeded.  You've said it all.  We get where you're coming from.

By the way, there already is a week long music festival based on radical self expression,
self reliance, and no money.

It's called burning man.  They do it every year.  Look into it. 

No, you're not.  We are all equally intelligent.  It is our awareness level that varies from person to person.

Einstein knew this.

Those that think I'm delusional, those that think I'm crazy, clearly lack understanding, for that's exactly what it means to call someone crazy.  This story has the potential to help you see my side.  To help you grow.  To help you evolve.

Most people on this forum are smarter than you are.  We understand what you are getting up, but we know you are in a private delusion.  No one respects you in this reality because you aren't in this reality.

Please give up on this community.  I doubt a single person will ask where you have gone.  In other words, GTFO.   

It's because people are often scared of what they don't understand.  And I don't consider posting my music on bitcointalk and occasionally shroomery "pedaling".

Why don't you find a job that doesn't consist of spreading FUD out on the internet.  A job means nothing if you're not actually doing something to make the world a better place.

The reason you have been pedalling your music for two years and only have 21 followers is because no one respects you.

Sell the bike you don't need, pay off some of your debt, and try to make something of yourself.

I'm about ready to just give up on the online community.  I have spilled my heart onto these forums for two years and I am getting nowhere with you all.

My doctor I talk to (whom understands me) told me I can't save my parents.  It wasn't what I wanted to hear, but she is right.  The first trip I had where I saw my family in caskets was right.  They're simply doomed.  And all you judgmental people on here are too, it's that simple.  I could pay squall back $100,000, but it wouldn't change your understanding of me.  You who judge are set in your ways and simply not ready to grow up and evolve.

Nothing I do will satisfy your judgmental ways.  I can show you the door, but you are the one who must take that step through.  I will ascend those who make it to the music festival, the rest of you will be panicking in fear until your demise, and a fraction of you will find the courage and strength to ascend, if you're still alive by that point.

Have a good death.  Enjoy hell.  Especially you vod, you will have quite the surprise waiting for you.  Better luck next million life times.

To Everyone: you're trying to use logic to reason with this persona Dank. If you have not already noticed, you cannot reason with him so nothing you say will have any effect on him. This is no longer about a loan or paying squall back. At first I was sure this is just your everyday troll, but seeing posts on the shroomery forum and how this thread progresses, this isn't a case of trolling. The sad part is that he is dead serious.

I actually do feel bad for him, but there is nothing you or I can say that will help him, simply because you cannot reason with him anymore. Something has terribly fuked his mind, most likely drugs. If there is the slightest chance of recovery, either he needs to help himself or get some prescription to help his brain chemistry. As this thread continues, you're just being unintentionally trolled, so I'd say just let it die out.