Its not too late, you can still condition your mind that your holdings isn't an option to solve present needs and strive hard to meet your needs with other positive means necessary, this will work out for you.
I will tell you a short story. A year ago, I was considering relocation from my current place of stay because my IT skills were not very much in demand there. I had a friend which after selling him a software solution for his company, he queried why I intended relocating with the beautiful handwork that I had. I gave him the lame reason mentioned above and he reprimanded me with the following words. "You're the problem because you've not determined to make it here with your talents and intelligence, your considering other options, and if you decide to stay here and give in your best to make it, I'm sure you will". That night I decided that I'll not run away from the problem, but solve it and excel. Today almost 13 months later, I have clients and most of them are from my colleagues who relocated. They direct all their clients to me the last man standing.
You've two months to make a difference and I encourage you to make the decision of not tampering with your coins today and work in that direction, give it your all and nature will comply with the solution to support your decision.