This guy,
I think you are becoming of the funniest gamblers I've come across on this board so far, this minute, you are complaining about losing everything, and the next minute, you decide to quit gambling..
Then just now, you changed your mind about quiting gambling with the excuse that it is hard to quit, and that gambling is already in your blood forever, indeed, I think we no longer need a soothsayer to ascertain or be assured that you are really addicted to gambling, it is already very evident from all ramifications..
Anyways, I wish you Goodluck with your streaming stuff, I will come around to watch anytime I have some free time to spare.
Things change. Maybe a little fast to all of you, but that is the truth. You are the only people I will response in this topic. I will show the real gambling in real world from me. All deep addicted people, no matter alcohol, drugs, gambling, all of them have some problems in mind. That is why we call it addict. Addicted to some shit means out of control. I am trying to make my life back on the track. Is that wrong??? I like this forum and no matter they are kind or rude or brutal, they are real dudes at least. Welcome.
Well, I can't help but agree with you on what you said about this forum, members here can be really brutal most of the time, and to scale through on this forum successfully without ending up having problems with one or more people, you just have to grow a thick skin, so as to be able to easily absorb all they shit they throw at you..
And speaking about yourself, trying to get your life back on track is not a wrong thing to do at all, Infact, as an addict, figuring out how to really get your life back on track can be the beginning of a healing process, so it's very important.
But then on the other hand, on your case to be precised, I think it's been back and front for forth for you, you are yet to be precised with what you really wanna do, and to top it all, you have this tendency of wanting to drag some gamblers here into your own personal decisions, this I believe is the reason why it seems that some members here are not happy with you.
But anyways, like I've said, you don't need to create a thread on every thing you think about that is gambling related, think it through first and know what to keep to yourself and what to share with the general public.
Goodluck my friend.