There are ways to withdraw money from gambling sites by paying low or zero fees(Bitcasino, Sportsbet, Altcoins like LTC and Doge etc). Also, I recommend getting your health checked asap since you clearly have issues.
To go way back I was exchanging runescape.com gold, I got into bitcoin because it appeared to be similar real world value to money.
Being a couple years in Bitcoin I started to believe that it could replace the money that was used to buy food, a couple years further I was becoming a leading athlete in my country that was financed by rising prices of my bitcoin holdings.
So my freedom of speech of was taken away and I wanted to retaliate by removing my citizenship and I wanted to use Bitcoin to buy food.
Well... Turns out you can't buy ducking food with bitcoin.
You need a citizenship to first convert the bitcoin into money that can buy food.
Therefore Bitcoin doesn't have any freedom qualities whatsoever, it's also slow, expensive and it doesn't take the FBI to track where the money comes and goes to...
So what are the benefits of crypto? I'm really ducking curious