An incident that has befallen the OP, this is a lesson as well as a reminder for us to be more careful in playing gambling, and not to let gambling activities control our lives, but it is we who must control the gambling activities we do and be able to take responsibility for everything we have done and what we have determined before, namely deciding to enter the world of gambling. And it is never too late to be able to fix everything, if we have already fallen into gambling and often behave badly when doing these activities, then for our own good, we must be able and obliged to control these gambling activities to be better which does not cause considerable and significant losses. Because it is not the gambling that is wrong, but ourselves who are wrong in the assumption and interpretation of gambling, so that in the end we often behave greedily when playing gambling.
Quote "Wise people are those who are not only able to learn from what they experience, but are also able to learn from the experiences of others."