Does it affect your life? I mean, did having a pending deposit in gambling site makes your life worst or you lose because of that? Anyway, OP is warning everyone, if you don't want to lose anything, then don't gamble. Many of us keeps on complaining about our losses and yet we keep on betting and just keep on coming back each day. I think we won't come up with a solution to our gambling problem or we will always end up in problem if we keep on betting. Better stop.
I just remember lately what George Santayana said " those who did not learn from history are meant to repeat it " so if you keep on doing the same foolishness over and over again and never learn anything you will just keep on coming back to it til you learn... Actually, for me, gambling isn't a good place to make a mistake and learn from it, making mistakes in real life and learning something is better way and useful to commit mistake sometimes...