Everyone here has gambled from the moment they brought bitcoin, then if you invest in anything else that is another gamble. Everywhere in bitcoin is a gamble the trick I have found is just be happy with the big gamble we have all taken. Block them sites out of your mind because if you don't you have many unhappy days as you have already, they will only get worse the more you gamble trying to chase the original losses. Don't even play a little if that leads to more.
hmm..but sometime when dijkovik ,nadal,barcelona are playing...i cant resist..
i am unable to sleep..cant get sleep..
am i disease sticken?
anyone here who has this type of feeling now or before??
I will be honest that sounds like how I used to feel when I used to play high stakes poker on Saturdays and Sundays, knowing that them games were playing without me used to drive me insane because I had won a few of the tournaments and felt I was missing out from winning again. It was dealt with by not logging in so basically ignored them feelings however hard, after time they become easier to ignore and before you know it you only play when you want to not when you feel you 'need' to. Without being funny towards you, you should search google for ways to help with your troubles because what worked for me may not work for you, but you should know you are not alone!
you are right..i have no intension to get rich with gambling or i never think that this amount of winning btcs will ever feed me or buy me a new motor bike..but it is spreading in my blood..if soccer is going on i cant concentrate on my work..and i eagerly bet on it, once i bet i am unable to sleep or concentrate until match is finished..i am happy if i won, if i loose i remember my old winning and try to say myself that neverming you gonna win big next time as you won once..
yeah, well you're getting sucked in.
as I mentioned previously you may want to study gambling itself.
you also might want to study the psychology and physiology of addiction and gambling in particular. your brain may be wired to release happy drugs/endorphins when you win- and this is likely the case. you may be chemically addicted to this in this respect as you are seeking the release of these drugs. it can be similar to other forms of addiction in this way.
when it gets really bad gamblers will gamble for any reason. feeling happy? gamble. feeling sad? gamble. feeling stressed? gamble. all of this becomes wired into the brain of the gambler and becomes ingrained into their personality to the point where it takes over. as you indicate, it dominates their thinking completely to the point where it becomes the point of living.
I have seen this first hand in a close family member that gambled away literally millions of dollars and destroyed his life over this senseless shit, leaving him fucking penniless, so I have some idea of how all of this works. It ain't good when it spins out of control and really grabs a person, which it very definitely can do in much the same way drugs can, for many of the same reasons and with equally devastating results.
if better understanding all of this this does not help you reason your way out of this and you cannot stop on your own seek help and do it right now. don't fuck around with this or any other type of addiction. don't kid yourself that you can control it or that the problem will not get larger.
do not waste further time, just take the step that's necessary to stop it, whatever that is for you.