If you won't believe then it's fine.
I found myself here without proper brief,still trying to find my way though.
Actually he has reason for his disbelief as you said you are new to crypto but you have been here for past 114 days with just 56 posts out of which the most common boards are gambling,off-topic, politics and society in which you have consumed much of your time on forum.
Then if you go through your post history then the first two pages are just one to two liners of spam posting without any much useful contributions on which he has commented.
Watched on YouTube on how to grow in the Bitcoin forum which catalysed me to asked this finally.
Which YouTube video you are talking about that catalysed your interest to grow on the forum? Providing a link would be good as most of shill youtubers are giving away crap knowledge about crypto and bitcoin especially.So don't get distracted by them but check out the Andreas YouTube channel which will be of help.
You should be nice to me, I must have written shit, hope I didn't get to break the rules here ?
That's not good justification to safeguard yourself because before posting anything on the forum we must be aware about it or say have if you don't have pre-requisite knowledge about it then ask about it here on the forum and help yourself.You are claiming writing shit post yourself so indirectly it's against the rules if you understand it that way.
Try to be a better learner on the forum which will help you in the long run as you would be having knowledge about lot of things.If you are serious about that then this forum is best place for it so go on explore the different threads on B&H section or read books like Mastering Bitcoin.So choose your way