you can check his journey, GAMBLING SITE INVESTMENT
A member of the forum sharing his journey investing his bitcoin in different gambling sites, and so far, he is doing better as he is both profitable in BTC and USD value. Just try to check it out, maybe you'll be interested, and I don't think you'll gamble on a site you've invested, that's doesn't look good.
https://coinmarketcap.com/currencies/bitcoin/historical-data/?start=20200412&end=20200602
Yes, such a path can be slower, but the main thing in it is that the number of coins will increase and there will be more and more, as you want.
It is important to realize that in the event of gambling you risk reducing your volumes, which is unacceptable.
Trying reading back the OP, he is a gambler but he can't control the urge to gamble when he has the coins in his wallet.
He needs to learn how to control that, and that has been his problem.