Strive harder if you think you are not getting enough growth at your present. Much better if you will prioritize growth for yourself first. Meaning, improve yourself in general; skillset and all. If you have wider skillset then more sources or streams of income are possible. If you are building yourself you will be confident with chasing those possible fruits of your skills, all will be leading to a better "condition" of your life. Things won't be easy and quick as well so better manage your expectations. What will matter the most is consistency with this growth you are seeking. Not only because you desired of something jt will immediately happen in a single trial. Progress takes time and you have to enjoy that journey to avoid fatigue as well. Again, just be consistent; no one is not moving another destination if you continue as you continue walking.
When the desire is not available The available becomes the desire. You must not kill your self with burdens, you will be improved by letting go of what you can not change or something that is out of your control, and you have peace and rest of mind. Don't over stress your self and don't live in the past thinking about your mistake, it has happened, so move on with the current situation and live the future in the hand of God.
But still, that should not stop you from struggling for present. work hard with courage and be prayerful.
In terms of technological advances that have developed so much, we are required to keep up and when we are unable to do so, we will be even more left behind.
The world of trading and investment cannot be run just because of the burden of risk, but how can someone control the risk. Everything has risks when carried out, especially those related to money, so consideration should be given to minimizing risks is the main thing that needs to be paid attention to.
Trading and investing can be learned and we only need to improve our ability to carry it out, having skills can help us to control the impact of the resulting risks. Taking risks must be proportional to the level of knowledge we want to work on, otherwise it is the same as hoping for luck.
Everything is all about risks, but when taking risk, cautious need to be taken. Improve your self by asking questions on things you know nothing about and take corrections from your mistakes.
Take care of yourself, have a good quality sleep, don't mingle with those that you know are intimidators, sadists and those that you know will not want you to progress so that you will be more happier and achieve rest of mind.