I have calculated all my trades on the various platforms i have used in the last couple years.
Deposited: 47BTC (roughly)
Withdrew: 40BTC (roughly)
Overall i am happy with the results, i would pay 7 BTC anyday for what i have learned so far.
Now the question is: what the fuck do i do now with my money.
Well you cant stop him since hes been trading for almost 2 years which is actually enough time to observe your trading skills but it seems he doesnt have good results there which show he have negative profit. OP decide to quit for good as i assumed since he thinks that trading is not really for him.