I am 63. Sooo if lucky 🍀 I have 30 years left. Not 80.
Maybe you'll get to be the longest living member of your family.
I bet the person who died at 93 did not expect to live so long. Most of us start thinking about the end at the age of 70-80 because this is when we start to grow much weaker and simple chores become a problem.
My greatest fear is that when I die I'll cease to see the world and cease to dream. When our brains die there's nothing but empty darkness with no thoughts and no memories. Wish I could just go into a stasis tank that would keep my brainwaves going like those people in The Matrix. I'd rather live a lie than not live at all.