Over 3 days, I've been gambling on bitcoin websites. I won quite a bit. But I play very high stakes games. I tried to grow my bankroll and failed miserably. This martingale thing is like a fucking demon.
I only hold like 25 BTC, and I already lost 10 of them, in three fucking days.
Fuck my life and fuck me. How anyone could lose that much that soon is beyond me. I'm beyond hope and that's all there is to it.
I am the worst gambler in history, what reason is there for me to live?
Live on. At least you exprienced it. Maybe you try investing on coins with very good purpose and attainable goals. Some of it multiplied a lot especially during the possible bitcoin schism few weeks ago. You can still earn it back with your investments. Just be very careful and don't stop acquiring news amd updates.