Over 3 days, I've been gambling on bitcoin websites. I won quite a bit. But I play very high stakes games. I tried to grow my bankroll and failed miserably. This martingale thing is like a fucking demon.
I only hold like 25 BTC, and I already lost 10 of them, in three fucking days.
Fuck my life and fuck me. How anyone could lose that much that soon is beyond me. I'm beyond hope and that's all there is to it.
I am the worst gambler in history, what reason is there for me to live?
You can managed to spend BTC10 in gambling and yet you don't know what is the risk associated with that? And what surprising me is your attitude after being lost with that amount. What kind of gambler are you? You think gambling with that amount is just a joke?
You don't need any treatment here since in the first place, you have the courage to play gambling with that kind of big bankroll meaning you accept what will be the output. But it doesn't seem the thing that happened. Yes you may regret that loss but not to the point that you will think to end your precious life.
Move on.