I never believed in bitcoin cash because of their seemingly for profit and monopolization/centralization model. However, greed got to me and I got tricked into buying BCH for the first time last week, all thanks to the /r/BTC subreddit. With bitcoin now at $8800 I got burned badly and I now hate bitcoin cash immensely. Its my fault.
But you should now that they talk shit about bitcoin over there relentlessly. I don't exactly why i am sharing this but i get angry whenever i think about /r/btc.
They are fooling people into think bitcoin core is something evil. Something must be done.
Aw, i feel sorry for you, there there buddy.
It is indeed, that some coins have their own group or cult, and some of the leader only using their men to fool other and make them self richer, as they build more community. It is hard to get out or realize you are in the wrong place when you already believe in them, until you found out the truth, as in you, you already found the truth, and you pay a lot for it.
I dont know how hard it is, but i suggest you to be calm, accept it, and move on, because you can and you will make more money than what you lose today.
The best thing to do is for now, just be neutral, learn a lot from multiple source, dont get in to some group too deep unless you really trust them, dont be greedy, and last, just spend what you can afford to lose based on your calculation. You are the decision maker of all your investment.
By the way, reddit is sucks, you can not take many valuable things in there except the meme and porn.