Your enthusiasm seems to be very high for now, especially with the many experiences in the past, there will certainly be the best path that you can take from now on.
I'm sure you will be able to and can live it over time and one more thing I apologize for the misunderstanding in your previous comment.
Thanks for your comments and also your views, am very happy we are here now and will keep learning to improve our well being, information is power most especially in the cryptocurrency world. Altcoin market has been the most volatile since its boom in 2017 ever since the ico era many projects have come some maintained a long period of their presence in the market others gets dumped quickly. This has made speculation of the altcoin market difficult.
Much respect op
The problem with the motivation you may have right now to learn more, is that most people lose it in the future. It may take a few days, or few weeks, few months or even few years. But, unfortunately people end up losing their excitement about crypto in the long run.
This is why I believe that we should not really be focusing on just your motivation, but get yourself habit of doing these things. Learn something about crypto every single day, and make it a habit, just get used to it, just assume that is like part of your life like breathing, eating, drinking, toilet and so forth. I am not even talking about like watching TV level, you may miss that some days and not do that, but like breathing, where you HAVE TO do it. Laziness never brings in any money.