don't feel the pressure
its FOMO that is speaking , play within your own limits and means and only gamble what you can afford to lose
you don't HAVE to pick up your game , but you CAN if you want more benefits at Stake for being a VIP
gambling is supposed to be fun , you , so to say , buy andrenalin and spend time watching digits roll , balls drop and cards go in the most retarded sequence ever
and laugh ( or swear , occasionally)
if it makes you feel regret , consider limiting your gambling sessions and/or banks
Of course, there have been many times I have lost two 90% win chance games in a row, its statistically more common than people think but at the end of the day its a good way to increase your wagered number and also have fun.