Using merely one month's data from nearly a year ago reveals a lot; that same month, you sent only 21 smerits and received 32 merits in return, thus statistically you sent 0 and received more. You've only been on the receiving end, not the giving end.
Half of 32 is 16 and not 21. 32 merits equal to 16 smerits.
I've merited you more than any local profile on this board, but that's all because I'm just doing my job
That is also not true. CryptopreneurBrainboss merited me the mosts. Although, him sending me merit reduced so significantly after our differences about English should also be allowed or not allowed on Nigeria local board.
If it is generally including English boards, I salute Upgrade00 and Coyster which are not also merit source but followed Brainboss. You have not sent half of what Upgrade00 sent while Coyster sent more than you.
Despite you become a merit source now, I still sent you merit in the past than you have sent me.
The only time I started focussing on lower rank members and stopped giving to high profiles was when you started indirectly complaining about merits, which I don't understand why someone with so many merits would still be ranting about merits. It's not like you need merit to enter a campaign or DT.
My only complaint was that theymos did not make me a merit source which you thought I was attacking you but I was only showing my mind to theymos. You were merit source already that time, but you saw it as an attack. You ought to know that theymos can not remove you from merit source. I did not expect you to think that way like one sided. I was disappointed with what you sent me that time because I posted I wish you to be the moderator on this local board in one or two posts that time when the difference between Brainboss and I increased but you only stayed not one-sided that time.
Aside that, I did not complain about anything. Except what you think now in this thread as a complaint. Actually, indirectly it could be but I was only using it as an explanation which is practical. But you do not need to post, all local boards are just like us. Not difference. Sentiment can be toward someone you like and know also. It happens everywhere in life.
Someone of your reputation should know how to address lower ranks and not push them against the board.
I personally PM some of you when I started on this forum which I do not think is bad. Some of you are still my tight friends till now while some we have issues. But knowing you people actually helped me when I started. If I indirectly tell OP to try and get close to some of you, is that wrong or pushing him against the wall? I do not think so.
Let us stop posting about this. Just be sending the merit to quality posts which is what that matters. If you do not send me merit and you are a merit source, I do not still care.