Everyone is blinded by all the news every month about company x getting a 20 million investment.
This does nothing for Bitcoin itself. It's just for marketing some product or service and hiring staff etc.
The Bitcoin devs do absolutely nothing that is needed. Just a small transaction fee change here and a line of code here. But for the average user Bitcoin is at the same unusable level as 6 years ago. Nothing is done to make it more appealing for mainstream adoption or every day use.
This in combination with the traders who every day fuck up the price and fuck over every new buyer with their dumps and you are left with a worthless product unless you need to buy drugs on a dark market.
Now that the hype is over the system will slowly bleed to death.
You're just butt hurt from losing so much paper and not making smart moves....everyone read this http://www.forbes.com/sites/johnmauldin/2014/12/01/is-bitcoin-the-future/