My body is ready for this seemingly endless accumulation/shenanigans to be over and btc moving beyond 1,2,3 etc tril (on the way to 10-11 tril first, then maybe 100 tril).
I think that we were tested enough in the last 8 years or even longer (for some others).
Huh?
I doubt that the battle (war) is going to be over any time soon, and I have troubles understanding why you would be experiencing so much supposed pain.
You say that you are ready for UP, but you tend to spend so much time focusing on down, causing at least this cat to conclude that you have failed/refused to significantly prepare ur lil selfie for UP.
Just think about the whole matter - nearly 8 years involved in bitcoinlandia, and gosh so many opportunities to prepare for UP.. and even to already be in stupendous profits and perhaps even not giving any shitslandia whether you might happen to be up 65x or 30x or 45x (I am just using an average cost per BTC of $1k for shorthand, acknowledging that actual performance may well vary even though there were extended times to buy way below $1k, including that we spent a lot of time in the mid $200s in 2015).
So, sure I can understand if you understashed your sats then you might be way short of fuck you status.
Let's say that you have only stacked around 10 BTC, so you are kind of feeling that you are only 1/10 of the way to fuck you status (that is if we use something like $22k as our bottom BTC price) to get to $2million. But sure, you have the additional problem of having something like $10/$12 million or so to be your personal entry-level fuck you status, so sure your calculations are different and you are feeling that you need 5-6x more than what some others here (normies) might consider as their entry level fuck you status... so then with that high of a threshold, you may well need 500 BTC - so maybe that is why you are feeling that you want to immediately have 10x or 100x higher prices from here.
But most of us realize that there is no straight UP, and perhaps this cycle might be a stretch, but within the next cycle or two, you should have pretty decent chances of getting a lot closer to those 10x to 100x higher prices from here.. nothing is guaranteed, but sure seems within reach.
No matter what, I would think that anyone who has been in BTC for 8 years should be in a decently better place, even if s/he only managed to stack less than 10 BTC during that time - not even saying that my measly proximity towards getting to 0.21BTC puts me in the same league, in terms of my relative level of wealth, but I do feel much better off for my near 8 years in BTClandia and the profit levels of having had exposure to BTC versus my other traditional investments that have way under performed BTC during that time (or ever for that matter)...