I'm also beginner in trading. I trade since this summer and I lost about $90 on $120 account. Recently I make $20 on last $34.
Throughout my journey in trading, I read Jack Schwager's book, watched many educational videos on YouTube, read many articles on the educational sections of CEX exchanges, and also talked with many traders. It seems to me that I understand enough about technical analysis, trading systems and trader psychology. But I'm at a dead end and don't know what to do next. Other traders advised me to just trade, but I think that over time I will lose my remaining $45, and demo trading does not bring such emotions and I don’t want to try hard when trading it
If I had to go back to the beginning again, I would solely focus on candlestick patterns and charting/indicators. From there, remember the patterns, and keep reminding yourself of what those patterns are and what they mean. After you understand the major patterns without needing to look them up, niche down on your indicators. There is nothing worse than seeing a new trader have 80% of their screen as indicators; you'll get conflicts if you do this. For example, I only use Fib-extensions, EMAs, and RSI. Mix that with candlestick patterns and general TA, and I'm good to go.
Never demo trade; imo you learn more trading with $10-$50 with the purpose of learning, not making mass gains. I personally did this when I started and was making 5–20 cents per trade, but the amount didn't matter at the start; you just wanted to learn without losing a house worth of money.
Don't get sucked into the psychological aspect of trading; this will be shoved down your throat wherever you decide to learn, but the reality is that the trader mindset comes with experience. You aren't a psychopath, so unfortunately you have emotions (most of us do), but the excitement of the markets and winning trades eventually loses its magic, and it becomes everyday life once you start maintaining a liveable and profitable trading career, and as a result, you have the """no emotion""" mindset. Like anything that is second nature.