OP, I want to tell you that your post is the most adequate guide, and you are the same person who felt every point you described. And right now it looks very right since you have acquired not only "thick skin", but also good skills.
Thanks for the acknowledgement and seeing my guide as adequate. Yes, I fit myself into many points I wrote above. It is not long I joined this forum, so the chronicles of my growth is still fresh in my memory.
I also remember my attacks on you when you, as described in the first paragraph, wanted to grow up quickly.
Tbh, I was fed up with the attacks then as it bothered me so much. But, immediately I started seeing the attacks as constructive criticism, I learnt to deal with them and use them to shapen myself.
But today, please accept my respect and advice to all beginners to use this topic as a good parting word for further growth.
Thank you so much. I am glad you can say this to me. Meanwhile, you sent me to your distrust list then, am I still there?
Based on this, I can also summarize that the example of a beginner who grew up before our eyes was combined with such qualities as friendliness, acceptance of criticism, understanding, and correcting one's mistakes. And also a strong desire to prove to everyone that you should not give up, longing to be noticed on this forum. Again, ambition is a very good quality.
Your choice of words and grammatical arrangements seems like a poet. I appreciate your efforts personally and to all newbies who show inclination to become good forum users.