I will never again trust any exchange that is centralized,
It is your right to not trust centralized exchanges. But personally, I'm still eager to use them for trading (
not for storing place) my coins as long as the centralized exchanges are reputable enough or never have bad issues. Binance is an example of a reputable centralized exchange and I think it is quite safe to use for trading any coins. However, if you totally can't trust centralized exchanges, you can use DEX (decentralized exchange).
what I do is make serious transactions using binance and that xcahnge gives me a bad feeling, if I happen that to the famous exchange FTX that I stole from half the world,
To be honest, I don't get the point of this comment. Please make it clear, your comment looks messy.
the exchanges of now are the most dangerous than the banks, I do not trust any bank now I am not going to trust an excahnge.
You don't trust banks, you don't trust exchanges. So what do you trust now?
You are going to trade your coins and exchange your money through P2P?