I started with 1000 doge
5 years past...
and still havn't reached 10,000 doge yet
in fact i'm down 45,654,231 doge now
I think that sometimes it is all my lifetime of gambling that has led me to have a good sense of humor about the tragedies of my life too.
To the guy who lost 45M doge (which by the way is worth 20 something BTC now), at least you can always look back on this and say you were part of crypto gambling history haha.
I never want to calculate my losses, since when I deposit, I count it as lost already. Gambling for fun, never to chase anything.
But to OP, this is a lesson to learn. If you bust, that's it. Don't try chasing!