I imagine the OP is on a drinking requiem for a lost bet, a Viking burial for the dream of his fortunes. If he played that much even in loss he'll get some kickback, the website will allow him to collect a monthly reward and he can venture this towards the next bet. The basic advise easy to see in hindsight is to make sure to get back the original stake along the way. If you get back your original money it will allow you to repeat an attempt regardless of your luck this time.
Maybe Im too much of a pessimist alot of the time also, my backbone is of a jellyfish consistency for adventures like this one but still theres some worth in preparing for the worst and hoping for the best; don't be all of just one of those things be both and arbitrage advantages from the stability many dont have.
😂 Haha
I can imagine that as well, OP made a very grievous mistake by allowing emotion to drive his decision, growing $4000 to $90,000 probably made him think or believe himself to already be a professional predictor who can never be wrong, he allowed his emotion to give him false confidence and that's what lead to him losing everything back at the end of the day..
$90,000 bucks is not small amount of money, and no matter how op try to be a man and bear it, the thought of losing such money will always hit him hard and way him down, most especially, if he is like the average gambler out there who probably have never touched an amount of money such as that in the past..
I believe this have taught him a good lesson, and if he's going to gather the balls to stage a come back, he won't make this type of mistake again.
A mistake can turn into a fortune if @OP is winning. We might have stated a different statement and congratulated him if ever he won the bet. I never think that it was a mistake since @OP is confident in his bet and had accepted the consequences of his action. It is that the winning this time is not for @OP and I wish him better luck next time.
To me this is pretty crazy, but on the other side of things I know that you can't win big if you don't bet big. I've never had the stomach that many gamblers/better do that can allow myself to even think about making a starting big as close to that $4,000 bet you made, let along a $90,000 bet.
Indeed it was crazy but I believe @OP thinks it is worth the try since I believe he is very knowledgeable about the sports and is capable of predicting the right outcome. Its that the variable just kicked in making @OP lose the bet.