ForgottenPassword, I appreciate your compassion but I don't believe drugs I do come from the CIA, I'm not snorting coke, I trip acid, which helps the family members that produce and spread the love.
I suggest you read about MKUltra. The CIA have a history of producing LSD and conducting LSD experiments. They even tried to use it for MIND CONTROL:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Project_MKUltra
You're friends aren't producing the LSD themselves. LSD doesn't work like that.
You know yourself that you can't efficiently produce LSD on a small scale, you need a lab and the smallest lab you can build could produce almost the entire worlds supply.
Have you ever heard of the Pickard lab? it produced 90% of the worlds supply, a single lab that fitted in a pickup truck:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/William_Leonard_Pickard
LSD has clearly had a resurgence in popularity since the Pickard bust, after that bust it essentially vanished. This suggest somebody out there has built another LSD lab which is producing a large percentage of the worlds supply and that person is getting rich off of you and others. It really doesn't matter if they are the CIA they are just as dangerous and without doubt the CIA are helping them.
You've taken lots of LSD and it's clearly changed your opinion on many things, you've clearly experienced amazing life changing trips. When do you decide that you've taken enough? I think that point has past a long time ago. LSD has hurt your relations with your family, it's hurt your finances and probably many other things that you know about that I don't. You've gained any kind of benefit you could've got from LSD, all you will get from it now is negativity.
You need to put some serious thought into this dude. Don't listen to other people here who troll and make fun of you. I understand you and I actually care about you and I can see what happened to you. I care about every human being on this planet and think that everyone out there should do whatever they can to shape the world in the way they see fit and fight back at anything they feel is wrong to make the world a better place for future generations.
Just do one thing for me. Think about what I wrote carefully.
I'm quite aware of MK ULTRA and mind control attempts made using LSD. The CIA will use anything and everything at their disposal for mind control. They don't distribute LSD like they do cocaine. There is no interest for the CIA to distribute LSD into the US, they're working to retain their power, not awaken us. The CIA imports large amounts of cocaine from Mexican drug cartels and distributes that throughout the states, for the more cocaine people do, the more negativity will be present in society, thus, the more work for police, the more work for agents, the more money the gov can make.
In the US, LSD is generally manufactured by one of two families, the Rainbow family or the Grateful Dead family.
LSD did not hurt my relationship with my family. My parent's judgmental intolerant bias against me for exploring my own consciousness hurt my relationship with my family.
You know what hurt my relationship with my family? Our society that brainwashes the population on boxes in living rooms feeding nonsensical propaganda to the masses. Our society that forces adults to work mundane and meaningless jobs just to live. Our society's unnatural laws that ban natural plants humans have harnessed for millennial. Our society's corrupt health care system that gives doctors authority over judges and full discretion to detain and torture patients with neurotoxic concoctions against their will.
It is our society that has corrupted my parent's minds. It is our society that has told my parents I'm not this and can't do that. It is society whom labeled someone with a higher understanding of the universe as insane, solely because the doctor doing the judging didn't have the mental capacity or strength to contemplate let alone consider that all he knows is wrong.
My parents are victims of the machine. They are a victim of fear. We all are.
Only once we reach a mind state of acceptance of the world around us may we find peace in our lives. You can fear the shit our of yourself and me over some fallacious logic, or you can see what truly is. You witnessing, even speaking, to the second coming of christ. That should make you feel happy, not scared.
It is not I nor LSD that has ruined my relationship with my family. It is everyone. It is all of you who shit talk me with your grand delusions in hopes that it will comfort your ego to your illusion of a truth. Vod. It is those who fall into the grasp of my parent's same fearful ego, whom lack understanding of a higher dimension and speak in judgement and slander to attempt to validate their false world view.
Blaming LSD over the actions people make is about as logical as blaming a gun for a murder.
What do I get out of life exactly? A bunch of hate from others, including my parents. Living homelessly. Not much money, what I have was not handed to me, I don't beg.
Not handed to you? You bummed money off others for months with your "bank" (https://bitcointalksearch.org/topic/dank-bank-deposits-danks-soul-is-claimed-new-music-nov-30th-93003), using new deposits to pay off the old loans, until eventually your little ponzi collapsed. But hey you still got your toys like the motorcycle, guitar+equipment, etc out of it so who cares, fuck those guys who were dumb enough to trust you right? Not to mention your dozens of begging/loan threads. Your lack of self awareness is amazing.
DankBank wasn't a ponzi. Think a little harder what I did with the money. Hint, DankBank.
But you'll believe whatever you want to believe.
Again, everyone, please forgiving me for not becoming a robotic wage slave that lives in fear and reacts according to society's variables. Forgive me for not funding war through income tax. Forgive me for not supporting corporations that poison our populations with fake food and cancerous products. Forgive me for seeing the oppressive regime against our rights as humans rising into the rank political air. Forgive me for trying to empower you users to believe in yourselves and find true love within your life. Forgive me for wasting 50 days of my life in an attempt to get you to learn and understand what I say. Forgive me for trying to organize a music festival to bring world peace through a rapid ascension of human consciousness. Forgive me for wanting to do good rather than falling into line. Forgive me for seeing more to life than parasitic growth and destruction of our host. Forgive me for all that I have said that altered your view on the world and the path you were on. Forgive me for seeking love.
Now, can you forgive yourself?
I long the day we are one and the judgement is left behind. I long the day we can laugh instead of cringe. I long the day we ask questions and have logical conversations instead of primitively mocking something we don't understand.
