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legendary
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The only thing I truly have is inner peace.  That is the only thing I get out of life more than you.


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Though I am still in control of my body, the soul within is not mine.

Two nights ago I was brutally attacked (physically) by a deamon. There are claw marks all over my fucking body.

Last night I received mxe and communicated with native american spirits. They taight.me abput the deamon, he used to be a shaman but into black magic because he was j
disgusted by his name. They said he tried to kill himself in a pit but failed and lived on loan trail, a very dark trail by himself.

he has evolved into quite the fucking deamon since then, the NA spirits said he lived in the 1400s.

I will explain more about the experience later, but let me tell you, this being physically manifested and attacked me.  there is extremely articuate demonic pictures in the mirror. There is a face with square eyes and a long ass tongue amd a second pointed devil tongue.  He clearly drew out his claws and created many satanic images in the mirror. shit that I could not have possible with fingers, very narrow lines made with claws, some even engraved into the.mirror.

I do know one way to get my soul back into me. Let me add that I can retain my soul after expulging crazy ass demonic sounds out of me, but it drift away after a few seconds. at first i could graby soul and pull it back into me, but each time I try to so it gets harder to do. Ive been excorsizing myself to pull it back into me.

I can regain and keep my soul if I can take a lethal dose of LSD. no demon could surpass that and the second I die from it I would gain access to my soul and retain it. my soul holds the key to immortality, my soul is the second coming of jesus, it a divine spirit that has the capability to.bring world peace. the fate of the world literally depends on this.

I am calling out, anyone that may be family or have access to.this, please help me. This shit is.very real and I need to.get my soul back to. bring world peace and.help.ascend humanity into.the higher dimensions of existence.

forgive me.for.any spelling.errors, i.am.writing on a phone.and.this is a cry out, please somebody, please help.me.

Please help me get my soul, i will post proof of this when I can get that a computer.

Much (true) love from my soul.


Yeah, sounds like your fully at peace. LOL Cheesy
hero member
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dank, you should be selling whatever you are using to go onto this forum and help yourself.
hero member
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You wan chili saus?
I still laughing at the "enlarge your guineapig" GIF and the Always Sunny Kitten Mittens, wonder if the wife would let me put some of them on our cat.  Cheesy

www.youtube.com/embed/5fP4emqw7O4

Lol just listened to some of his "music" on soundcloud too, I think this guy is actually Jeremy off Peep Show.  Grin

Danks D&B: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gJf7G08kMfA
sr. member
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Dank,

There are hippy havens all over the US where you will be accepted and can live for free in your tent and play music all day. 

http://www.hippy.com/havens2.htm

This is getting hilarious......dank please enlighten these people, again.
donator
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Dank,

There are hippy havens all over the US where you will be accepted and can live for free in your tent and play music all day. 

http://www.hippy.com/havens2.htm
legendary
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Dank, what you need IMO is a reality check
legendary
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brb keeping up with the Kardashians
So are you homeless yet?
legendary
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Core dev leaves me neg feedback #abuse #political
I would love to give back to my community, but as it stands, I have no way of doing so am unwilling to do so other than through words and music.

FIXED.

btw, you an egg farmer?  lol yeah right.  Farming is hard work.
You won't even get an easy part time job in an air-conditioned 7-11.

full member
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Dank, if you want to change the world, you need to start by changing yourself.

Start by changing your ways, give up the drugs - you don't need them anymore. Do it for yourself, not just because others are telling you to do it.

You are a slave to the drugs.

You are a slave to the drug dealers.

You are a slave to the CIA who supplies the drug dealers.

They are the ones who control YOU.

All that money you borrowed, who has all of it? thats right, the drug dealers. You were their slave, their puppet, and now you carry the scammer tag for them.

Who forced you into treatment? your parents? no, think about it carefully: it was ultimately the drug dealers who put you there.

Deep down you know what I am saying is the truth.

You need to stop taking drugs. You don't need treatment or rehab - you know just as well as I that's just a scam. You need to cut ties with everyone who enslaved you, everyone who is anyway involved in drugs. You do not owe them an explanation, never speak to them again. Break your phone, turn off your laptop. Go somewhere quiet alone for a while, make some music and write inspirational words.

Only when you give up the drugs will you truly be free.
Vod
legendary
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Licking my boob since 1970
Dank gave away his soul/spirit - he can't claim to still have them.  
legendary
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You cannot kill love
What do I get out of life exactly?  A bunch of hate from others, including my parents.  Living homelessly.  Not much money, what I have was not handed to me, I don't beg.

I get a $25 gift card occasionally from my mom.

The only thing I truly have is inner peace.  That is the only thing I get out of life more than you.

If everyone was like me, humanity would share like the family we are and we would all contribute to help each other.

Foolishness it must take to believe I am a leech.  I would love to give back to my community, but as it stands, I have no way of doing so other than through words and music.

Give me a small field, a tent and some chickens and I'll produce eggs for the local community.

Before you say I'm begging by asking for that, you need to realize something.  The problem with a capitalistic society is that it retards people from actually producing quality goods.  Someone that has nothing but has the ability to produce food for the community is shunned and turned away because he doesn't have the capital to start himself.  This is fallacious logic.

If you hate me because I will not submit myself to become a wage/tax slave of the US government, then you're truly just mad at yourself for being in the position you are.

Instead of attacking the guy who is doing something to end our enslavement to greed and money, consider the real issue resides within society and our government.  They are the cause of your problems.  If I am bothering you for trying to produce music to make the world a better place, your energy is being grossly misplaced.

Instead of fighting me, join me.  We are in this together.

I am not the cause of your misery.  I hold the solution.  Though part of the process is coming to terms with the current state of existence - we are all slaves - if not to greed, from fear.

Liberate yourself from greed and transcend beyond fear and you are truly free.
legendary
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Spoiled psychopath or clever troll, either way, you're no "Hero Member" despite what your title says.

My point was, if you want to convince people you're an artist dedicated to living the artists lifestyle, you _should_ have said you practice all the time out of your love of guitar and music. But you didn't say this. You wanted people to love your great 2-track recordings you did in 1 take and respect your raw genius even though its evident you didn't put much time or effort into them and could really care less about making compelling music.

Admittedly it makes me sick knowing how much harder I work than you and how much more you get out of life by being a beggar and having wealthy parents.

Dank, if everyone was like you, you'd have no one to leech off of, so stop pretending more people need to be like you.

Alright I'm done here.
legendary
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You cannot kill love
I'm unhumble for exerting my positive beliefs across the internet, while you're humble for exerting your negative beliefs (judgments) upon me?

I guess text cannot properly portray the essence of my spirit.
legendary
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dank, I really have to post this: You, sir, are mentally unstable.

Now there's nothing blameworthy in that, in and of itself, but it does mean that you have to take extra steps to be prudent. Yes, prudent: you have to practice the virtue of prudence more than most.

Although it may feel degrading, you can help yourself an awful lot by accepting what other people say as more-or-less true. It's like using the reviews at Amazon to gauge the content of a book. This technique actually works quite well in the ordinary humdrum world, especially for estimations of unknown facts:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Wisdom_of_Crowds

Yes, I know it can seem really degrading to rely on the Wisdom of Crowds. But, by practicing that kind of prudence, you'll slowly find yourself acquiring a new virtue: humility. Being humble won't make you famous, but it will make you liked.

As for the more practical stuff, you can sort it out once you've taken the care to keep your mind more-or-less on the level. The best part about this approach is, you can do it all by yourself. You don't need anyone else to tap into crowd wisdom and become a little more humble.

Please consider what I have said. Just mull it over for a time, perhaps during a relaxing hike. Feel more than free to print these words and show them to that psychiatrist you mentioned earlier: from what I read, you've got her pegged as one of the good ones. She might well have more good words for you.

 
legendary
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It's the freaking 60's all over again.   Cheesy
sr. member
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"We are shaped by our thoughts; we become what we think. When the mind is pure, joy follows like a shadow that never leaves." - Siddhārtha Gautama

 Smiley
legendary
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You cannot kill love
Dank, you know what I find interesting?

Maybe its just my perception, but you seem
to always want to be right or "win the argument".

I can't recall a single time you acknowledged that
someone else had a good point or
something you hadn't considered, or conceded
your arguments may have had holes in them,
or expressed gratitude for learning anything
at all from any other posters.  You seem
to believe you "have all the answers".

What do you think about that?

I surely do, have and continue to acknowledge points others make.  Sometimes I may not post so, but it is always interesting to see other's people's perspectives and learn from them.

At this point of time, I don't see how I could 'lose' an argument, as I no longer see a debate to be won.  It has been answered.  I only speak of truth, a form of language beyond failure or flaws.  Truth is what is, which is perfect.

I'd love it if someone could teach me something at this point, that would truly make me happy.  It seems that all there is to know is understood.  Though, knowing the rabbit hole's infinite abyss, I'm sure there will always be more to learn in my descent to the truth.

Don't see this as an egotistical smartass view, see this as a evolved human's perspective.  I know how life works, I know how existence works, I know how people work, I know how to live forever, do the impossible and I know how to bring world peace.  And it starts with you.

Forgive me for the ego I have communicated across these forums.  As I am merely a young human who tried to share the unknown with the world against all odds, it sometimes got a little stressful that I was attacked, or trolled, or misunderstood.

I am no longer distuned by the negative energies of others, less I will so.  I only seek to learn from your perspectives and help show you the flaws in logic you may hold, just as I once did, so you may too evolve into a being of higher awareness.
hero member
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C'mon guys stop posting on this thread and let it die. you're just feeding a parasite troll
legendary
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Core dev leaves me neg feedback #abuse #political
Dank, you know what I find interesting?

Maybe its just my perception, but you seem
to always want to be right or "win the argument".

I can't recall a single time you acknowledged that
someone else had a good point or
something you hadn't considered, or conceded
your arguments may have had holes in them,
or expressed gratitude for learning anything
at all from any other posters.  You seem
to believe you "have all the answers".

What do you think about that?
legendary
Activity: 1134
Merit: 1002
You cannot kill love
Wow what a bunch of self-important horseshit.

Dank, here's a free tip: next time you beg for money to live your artists lifestyle, don't brag about how little time you've actually spent playing guitar.

I spent years learning piano, guitar, drums, learning how to read and play chords, how to successfully record, mix and master music, was signed to a record label, played gigs, and have recorded over 100 tracks.

I also have a full-time job where I tangibly contribute to the good of society, I run 2 websites and trade stocks and cryptos in my spare time. Not to mention my hobbies.

Yet I probably have less money and resources than is currently available to you right now based on what you've written.

The point is, you have to make things happen for yourself. You can't expect people to make your life happen for you. I've got my shit set up for opportunities to happen. Even if they haven't happened as I planned, at least I worked to set them up. You just spent a bunch of money on music equipment (more than I ever have) and did nothing with it.

Which lets me know: you live a life of taking from others, very similar to our friend Dr. Warter.

Music is not a competition.  It's hard to really do something with the equipment I have without a place to play or produce music.

I have yet to record one guitar sample this year that was produced in my own residence.  The next time I play, away from the negativity that encompassed my parent's house, will be far beyond what has been produced yet.

Much will be done with my music, I just need time and assistance from the world around me.  All that is given will be given back and more.




This guy is a complete idiot.

It would be tragic if he were not a clever parasite.

You may know this by now, but you're subjective opinion is only applicable to your reality.  You are talking to yourself.
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