After reading your story, there are several things you should change so that you don't feel guilty or you can change things that are not necessary. OK, here we go.
I have a psychological memory from my upbringing that money is earned and should be spent as long as you keep earning. I see money as something that needs to be spent. If I see something I like or desire, I buy it without minding the cost as long as I really like it.
When you have money, you can buy many things you want. But you must also remember to save some of that money for your future. You must have experienced something where you didn't have any money at all and that made it difficult for you to meet your living needs. From now on, if you have it, try to take a few percent to save. That's for your future. Regardless of whether you desire to invest in Bitcoin, make sure you also save.
I made a lot of friends, and whenever they asked me for anything, if I had the money in my possession, I'd disburse it to them. I was happy to receive praise that I was the best friend a person could ever have. I won't forget when I started going to clubs and spending money on luxurious clothes and booking rides from one city to another.
There's nothing wrong with giving what your friends ask for, but you should sort out which friends you should give and which you shouldn't give. You can't treat all friends the same because there will be those who intend to take advantage of you. You have to admit this and start looking for and finding friends who are truly friends as your close friends. We really like receiving praise, but it can make us arrogant and possibly put other friends down. Try learning to save money because it is for your good too.
All of a sudden, everything changed. I lost one of my most loyal clients due to a car accident. I started getting fewer job opportunities. My monthly earnings were so low that I could hardly afford anything. All the friends I had left me, with only a few remaining. That's when I realized that I could do better. It's been over five months now, and things are still not completely okay for me. But I want to change and plan for myself.
If you can save your income from the time you start earning, you will not have difficulty surviving. But it has happened and there is no need to regret it.
Only good friends will stay with us when we are experiencing difficulties. They are the ones who will continue to fight with us and help us find solutions. You must value these friends because they are truly your true friends. Such friends are hard to find so don't disappoint them.
The main reason I'm sharing this topic is to get your own opinions and advice so that I can do better. I believe it's because of poor financial management that I've fallen to this level. I've been doing things that I now realize were not the right things to do because I don't have any financial stability. Last week, I felt ashamed when people see how frustrated i am because I had bitten off more than I could chew. I'm open to opinions and helpful insights to start again, but this time in a more stable and responsible manner.
You have to get up, no matter what. You should be able to earn perhaps more income than before. Once you earn income, you should start saving and use some of it to invest in Bitcoin. Try to save on your expenses by buying only daily necessities. Improve your relationship with your close friends because there might be a better business offer. Ignore all the praise from people and assume that you still need to learn to improve yourself so you don't become arrogant.