@ op, yes.
Basically....
I'm bad at saving money. But if I was halfway decent at saving money, it'd take me about 1,190 years to save up to what I've potentially had in BTC if I held up to this date.
Even if I had a better job and saved more, it'd still be like 250+ years worth of savings.
so yeah...
It's not that bad of a feeling though.
I'm sure a portion of those people from Satoshi dice who would gamble 250+ BTC nonstop feel pretty bad now. But they were probably already multi millionaires, so meh.
I am looking at one of my $17k graphics cards(bought for about 1BTC each back in 2014)right now...and yah..there is some regret I didnt hodl longer. Even worse..I can see the front fender of my truck sitting out in the driveway...bought that for 30BTC...not quiet a 150mio pizza...but it does sting. On the positive side..I tell all my friends that I drive a half a million dollar ride.
That's basically how I look at it too.
$25,000 back massager,
$425,000 worth of books,
200 incense sticks for $2,550
$55,000 high velocity floor fan,...
etc... etc
absolutely disgusting
I've found old forgotten login details from over the years and have found small BTC's worth on em. Pretty sure I've recovered most everything at this point.
---- however I do have ~5 old dead laptops I think I should rip apart and SATA->USB them and see if there's any BTC to be had there. But, At most, there may be a few thousand $ on them, nothing life changing.