You said it yourself. You are a newbie. What do expect from being a newbie? Huge profits? You will need to learn first. See how the market works. Start with small investment. Try experimenting in different ways. You might not be making profits at first which is quite normal since you are new. Just learn from your mistakes and try not to make the same mistake once again.
Every newbie should always know that one thing about learning is that you can never take it for granted. It is not about learning just some few things about indicators, and thinking you are set to start making market decisions, but there is absolutely more to that. We are in a market where nothing is predictable and if you do not have the knowledge, discipline and confidence to guide you, you are going to flop and fail badly.
It is a normal thing to get emotional at first even after learning a lot which is the reason why it is always reasonable to at least get yourself confident in your decision making skills with trading the demo funds.
and from that failure and there's a thing called lesson learned 
