Topic: I need money for food - page 4. (Read 5839 times)

Dank, every hour you spend posting on here instead of earning money to buy food for your clueless parents, you are showing blatant disregard for their life.  Is explaining your thoughts and feelings to us more important that your parents life?    You are accumulating a lot of negative karma with your parents by knowing they will run out of food and not being bothered enough to get a job and help.  

Difficulty comprehending?  Everything you write is a lie.  You can't remember from one day to the next what drugs you are on.  How am I supposed to keep track of your lies when you can't even do it?

 

It's all fun and games until shit hits the fan, my friends.

oh the lolz

I would really prefer to not live my last days on earth working for a corporation.  I would like to spend as much time with family as possible.  My birthday is coming Jan 3rd, I think I'm getting a Roland guitar processor and I would like to spend all my free time learning chords and making music for my family, my girl and my friends, that means you all too.

Well, I believe this response sums you up quite well vod.  First you demonstrate blatant disregard for human life, then you repeat the same things after I already told you I don't smoke very much or very often (I've smoked once in the last five days).

Since you are having so much difficulty comprehending what I have already said, I suggest considering that you are the one with paranoid delusions.

Vod, don't be fooled to think you can throw words around and they will not come around and bite you in the ass.  You are accumulating a lot of negative karma, you know, attemptedly preventing me from getting food for my parents and all, good luck forgiving yourself.

Who cares?  How will your parents starve if you die within the next two weeks?

Instead of spending all day being high, go get a job and spend every last cent on food for your parents in case you are killed.   

It is not our responsibility to pay for your paranoid delusions.  Get over yourself.

Have you any idea what 'professional help' equates to in today's society?  Because I do.

Professional help equates to being kidnapped from your home, being detained against your will in a prison like facility, being held down by eight men for refusing to inject myself with their poison after the doctor said I could leave and then detaining me another two weeks simply because I would not agree to put harmful chemicals in my body.  Pharmaceuticals kill 150,000 people a year, yet it is socially acceptable to give amphetamine salts to kids that don't focus on school and to force injections of highly nuerotoxic antipsychotics into someone who thinks people want to kill him?  Shouldn't this be the work police should be investigating rather than arresting kids for smoking a plant?

Is this the ideal world?  Where people can legally force drugs into you against your will?  I don't care if you see pink elephants everywhere you go, if you have demonstrated no violent behaviors towards others, why is it okay for violence to be brought onto you?

This is pure nazism, no ands ifs or buts.  This is thought control on the most blatant scale.

And then how having the police come to your house, wake you up from bed and immediately take you back to said facility for simply refusing to inject highly neurotoxic chemicals into yourself?  Then imagine seeing two of the same people you saw there five months ago, a young girl named Mary who was just sad, who cried at the fact that she couldn't go home and see her family.  Then a friendly African male who talked to himself sometimes, is it now illegal to talk to yourself?  Like thoughts aren't the exact same?

It's was completely disgusting and heartbreaking to see those people locked in a facility for half a year, being forced to take drugs, simply because they were different.

And here's the funny part.  Mr Dr. Barker would keep patients in as long as possible, just to profit off them.  He would intentionally not see certain patients for a couple days in a row, just to keep them in longer.  I stayed an extra 3 days the second time I went.  Why?  I don't know.  I didn't refuse medicine.  I told him I no longer thought people wanted to kill me.  What reason was there to keep me other than for personal gain?

Here's the funnier part.  The staff knew about this.  Some nurses were aware of Dr. Barker's tactics.  But what can they say?  They can't speak up about it, because their livelihood is at stake.

So again, before judging what you do not understand, think about if your words apply to me, or yourself.

Don't take me serious?  Well take a look at just how beneficial these antipsychotics are to the mind:

Invega sustenna side effects:
Increased mortality in elderly patients with dementia-related psychosis
Cerebrovascular adverse events, including stroke, in elderly patients with dementia-related psychosis
Neuroleptic malignant syndrome
QT prolongation
Tardive dyskinesia
Metabolic changes
Hyperprolactinemia
Orthostatic hypotension and syncope
Leukopenia, neutropenia, and agranulocytosis
Potential for cognitive and motor impairment
Seizures
Dysphagia
Suicide
Priapism
Thrombotic Thrombocytopenic Purpura
Disruption of body temperature regulation
Avoidance of inadvertent injection into a blood vessel
Antiemetic effect
Increased sensitivity in patients with Parkinson's disease or those with dementia with Lewy bodies
Diseases or conditions that could affect metabolism or hemodynamic responses

I can speak first hand for the metabolic disruptment.  I gained 30 pounds in two weeks at that facility.

Oh, and let's not forget this study, because we all know any chemical that shrinks the size of your brain is, well, you know:

https://www.cchrint.org/2013/09/12/honey-they-shrunk-my-brain-study-confirms-antipsychotics-decrease-brain-tissue/
http://www.biobalance.org.au/articles/86

Starting at 15 years old up to about 20 years old I found an upscale grocery store where all the wealthy divorced women shop and I got a job sacking groceries.  It is the easiest job in the world and I never walked out of there with less than $100 in cash plus minimum wage for an 8 hour shift. 

Aren't there any high-end grocery stores around you?  You can sack groceries high as all hell.

He's just trolling.

You need professional help dude.

Normally the truth is too much for people to take in.  When you excuse physical evidence such as spray paintings reading THEY KILLED BAMBI, GET HIGH NIGGA and KILLRS, accompanied with flocks of Hell's Angel's members revving their engines to the max every time they passed me all throughout the day, for weeks on weeks, as delusional, you might want to consider if you are in fact the one living a delusion.

This already happened once before in history.  People do not take kindly when a person seeks to dissemble a society built off greed for a society based off love.

Just think about it.

Vod, what part of I may be killed within the next two weeks do you not understand?  It has been nearly an anniversary from when they made their first appearance, someone put a sign that read LUMP HEAD outside of my house, it doesn't get any more obvious than that, why should I not be preparing for the worst?

And you know what, people like you are the exact reason my life will be taken.  People that think with greed, that everyone should have to endure slaveship or bribery to acquire the basic necessities to survive.

You're ideology that people should just get a job and buy stuff is completely simplistic and flawed.  A) paying people to do things you wouldn't do yourself is bribery B) there are not enough jobs out there.

Imagine if everyone just worked doing what they liked instead of what they don't like.

And here's a newsflash vod, I don't smoke weed all day or everyday.  When I do smoke I might smoke .15 of a gram if I'm lucky.  And I don't play video games either.  Believe it or not, my job is to help you all understand what this world is going through.  My job is to sacrifice my life to teach others to believe.  My job is to help enable world peace, and if me giving up everything I knew, everything I had, only to be judged by my peers before being shot in the face isn't enough for you, then in the most respectable way, you can hop off this planet, because this world is evolving and if you can't show some empathy towards your fellow brothers and sisters, there is no room for you here.

lol

You want food for your parents so they won't starve?  GET A JOB AND BUY SOME.

Why do you expect others to pay your way while you smoke up and play video games all day?

Seems like you're getting prepared for the upcoming zombie apocalypse ?

If you read the post, it's not my food, it's their food, for when I'm dead and society collapses.  My parents are stuck in their mindset that the dollar can't fail within their lifetime, why would they prepare for it?

And the audacity for you to interfere with someone who's trying to get food for his family so they don't starve, like what's your problem?

Get real.  Life isn't all ponies and butterflies.

Have your parents buy your food.  No one here cares if you have to get your paranoid ass to a food bank.  You certainly won't starve living at home.

I live with my parents.  And what parent wants to prepare for the day their son dies?  It's too much to believe for them now, though I have faith they will understand what I have told them after the fact.  Most people need proof to believe.

Vod, I haven't done any drugs in several months, and you know what, if I wanted to alter my consciousness in the days before I die, well do you have a problem with that?  If so, you're no better than the government that wishes to control other's bodies.

Regardless, I am asking you to buy the food directly so there is no question of what the money is spent on.

But you have money for internet?

Well there is a lot to say, so I don't know where to start.  For anyone who does not know me, I began posting philosophy that contradicts the rule of law and governance a little over a year ago.  I shared my understanding as I learned of how humans are not equal in today's society and how anarchy would equate to true freedom and inevitably world peace.  It is a part of evolution.  Governments scrape off the hard work of individuals for themselves leaving the population the need to work to survive.  The need to work to eat.  Food should be shared amongst a community, amongst the world, yet we have unnecessary famine often caused by government sanctions.  Yet what are we working towards but the destruction of our own planet?  Many people contribute and create great things for society, but the vast majority of wealth is carried by those that take from earth and do not give back anything but toxicity and destruction.  Why do we dwindle earth's oil reserves when we can grow biodiesel from hemp and have enough renewable energy to power our country?  There's no reason but greed.

Furthermore, a government is inherently corrupt by definition.  It cannot impose their laws against a population without the imposition of force and coercion.  A government is formed to govern, to control, and they do just that.  Governments are parasites to this planet, they operate off the philosophy of greed.

We need to unite as a world, to see beyond the illusion of separation and differences that divide us.  What we need is not a one world government, we need no government.  We must unite as a family, the singular being that is earth.  We must respect each other and govern ourselves.  Do you need the government to tell you what's wrong or can you find morals yourself?

We do not need the law of man, we should use the law of the universe - karma.  What you do to others will be felt within you.  Every action you make ripples throughout the world and you will inevitably feel the impact of said action.  If you do something negative, your mind will be occupied by the effects of your actions, you will lose mental clarity.  If you do something positive, you will acquire peace, positive energy, happiness.  If everyone worked at attaining good karma instead of gaining the most wealth or material goods - of which come from others - everyone can be truly happy, and by this I mean multitudes happier than what you may perceive to be happy.  There is no limit to how much inner peace we can feel.

Clearly this could draw some attention from those in power, especially given this community's ideology as an alternate currency to the dollar.

In spring 2012, I noticed CIA/feds watching me.  I came home and they would be two or three houses down in a car with shades on.  I once went inside and the same people in the car walked passed my house with a kid on a bike and a dog moments later.  The guy was huge, looked like a stereotypical secret agent, as did the quite fit woman.  I saw these people on at least three occasions and have seen others at least five times.

At the beginning of this year, Hell's Angel's and Mexican drug cartel made an appearance at my friends house where I spent much of my time with friends.  They would rev their engines to full throttle as they passed.  The only other house around was a nice older lady next door, no doubt in my mind they were there for me.  They spray painted THEY KILLED BAMBI, GET HIGH NIGGA and KILLRS on the fence directly behind the house.  I knew there was no escaping the strongest cartels of the world, I had come to peace with death with my new found knowledge that conscious energy cannot be destroyed, only transferred.

I laid outside in a perfectly shaped ditch in the backyard, willing to sacrifice my life for the lives of others.  I recall the nearby hens and cats crying out as they approached.  Though they continued to circle around the house, they did not make a move.  I suppose the world wasn't ready.

Now it has been nearly a year, 500 of the richest elites have recently moved out of the country, the bikes are making their presence, in winter, again.  A BUMP AHEAD sign was taped over right before Christmas to read LUMP HEAD.  I know my time will soon come.  They know their time will soon come, the government is unsustainable, greed is unsustainable.  My death will coincide with the collapse of the dollar to prevent the widespread knowledge of the event.  It is a controlled demolition of the economy and quite likely society.

Things do not have to change, the world can keep working through volunteerism, without money, but there are large amounts of greed that consume this country.  The recent 'glitch' that uncapped foodstamp's balances resulted in the clearing of grocery stores, this is what would happen if everything was free - initially.

Once people realize life's about serving those around you rather than yourself, the tides will change quite rapidly.  There will come a day when we evolve on a conscious level and empathize for those around us.  There will come a day we feel love for our neighbors, those near and far.  There will come a day love washes out the negativity that circums earth.

That's the gist of my story.  That's why I'm posting here to do my darndest to prepare my family as much as possible for the moment they must look out for themselves.  I do not wish to be leaving, I would love to walk through the darkest days to help bring about the change I envision on earth, but it is what it is.  It's not the end by any means, we will unite.