People above say a lot of advice but I think the OP already realized that--he's telling the story now after all. And in my gut feeling, I think he's better or getting better now. I personally didn't experience such a tragic series of events but somehow it's quite relatable. Oh, I know, why did I go to school again? I've been scammed by people who believe that in order to be rich you have to study so hard and find a job and all that jazz. I've been scammed, and the cost of it--is my time. I could've done so much more. But then again, I'm just a child that doesn't know anything.
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Getting better? That’s fat hope, it’s prepping moment every single day, the insecurity is very strong, and getting strong each passing day, you know what people will do when they get sick of insecurity? They would bend the rule and go off tangent, they would go off limit in near everything.
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I have to mention how you describe the feeling while your friend is stating the life of warren buffet, trump, etc. is exactly what is HYPE is all about.
It is very true, these people will really get into your mind and sadly will fish you. I hate this kind of people.
I feel very sorry for you at least now you will be cautious in terms of investing your money. Cheer up and move forward.
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Do you get the idea why warrior Buffett and Trump become the best partner? They has been on the mainstream news since forever, they’re up for something, but look there will always enough suckers who would bend over to them simply for the money they could offer, you may hate those suckers, while sucker would still get a lot more suckers followers too, look how gullible are people today, full of suckers, they look like potatoes to me.
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I don't know how you did it. DIJA has been going up for the last 2 months
There's something empowering in reading about other people's mistakes. It's easy to say you achieved this and that but much harder to come clean and admit to a failure. I hope readers will learn something from it.
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DJIA has been soaring since forever, everybody are getting extremely filthy rich, you sure you didn’t benefit from the bull run? Then you must had missed out the greatest lifetime opportunity! All the gaijin are bragging their bags full of USD cash!! If you’re still poor, fml, nope fyl! Yeah f your life because you actually decide to go against this bestest get rich quick of your lifetime! You can’t undo and go back or go forth to the time.
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