I met lightlord in real life at a cafe.. he's a good guy.
And by Cafe.. you mean a gloryhole.
Topic: Suicide Notes - Gambling literally destroyed my life - page 3. (Read 11411 times)
And by Cafe.. you mean a gloryhole.
What part of Iran are you from?
US sanctions have seemed to really contribute to inflation. When I was there last year $1 = 1500 toman. You are saying $1 = 4000 now?
US sanctions have seemed to really contribute to inflation. When I was there last year $1 = 1500 toman. You are saying $1 = 4000 now?
It's unstable between 3000 and 4000 tomans.
I hope you stay away from gambling for the rest of your life. If gambling took you to such a low spot then it is clearly something you should never ever mess with again. Gambling is fun but almost no one ever quits when they're ahead. That is when they're having the most fun, so why stop? Then you see the result... same story happens a thousands of times every hour on this planet.
I will man, I'll never ever gamble in my life again.
I'm not sure why you've decided to post on a bitcoin forum. Do you WANT to die? Or are you simply committing suicide because you believe there is no other option? If it's the second one, don't kill yourself, go meditate. I'm not sure why you lost it all, then got a bit, and then decided to lose it all again.
Never gamble with what you can't afford to lose.
Never gamble with what you can't afford to lose.
I was hoping my story would stop someone from gambling what he can't afford to lose.
I met lightlord in real life at a cafe.. he's a good guy.
He really saved me, thanks again lightlord.
I met lightlord in real life at a cafe.. he's a good guy.
wow then, fake your death they will pay too.
Enjoy your time, make fun of me.
I'm not sure why you've decided to post on a bitcoin forum. Do you WANT to die? Or are you simply committing suicide because you believe there is no other option? If it's the second one, don't kill yourself, go meditate. I'm not sure why you lost it all, then got a bit, and then decided to lose it all again.
Never gamble with what you can't afford to lose.
It`s sad to see how much difference there is in this world. In my country, the average salary is around $400 a day now.. 
What part of Iran are you from?
US sanctions have seemed to really contribute to inflation. When I was there last year $1 = 1500 toman. You are saying $1 = 4000 now?
US sanctions have seemed to really contribute to inflation. When I was there last year $1 = 1500 toman. You are saying $1 = 4000 now?
So you are saying your "rent" is worth 450 days worth of food.
Damn mate, if my rent is as much as expensive as your rent in that Iran I would have died years ago
Damn mate, if my rent is as much as expensive as your rent in that Iran I would have died years ago
The cost of property is staggering here, so most people have to pay rents. I have to pay almost 85$ each month for the rent. Same goes for bills, the bills are really expensive too but food on the other hand is really cheap here. You wouldn't starve to death if you manage to live and sleep on the streets.
I really can't believe it but "lightlord" has given me all the money I needed to pay off my rent and I'll be owing him forever for literally saving my life. Now with the rent paid off, I can manage the food and other things myself although it will be a very little bit hard but the main problem was solved. I really can't ever thank him enough for literally saving my life. Thank you lightlord!
I hope you stay away from gambling for the rest of your life. If gambling took you to such a low spot then it is clearly something you should never ever mess with again. Gambling is fun but almost no one ever quits when they're ahead. That is when they're having the most fun, so why stop? Then you see the result... same story happens a thousands of times every hour on this planet.
So you are saying your "rent" is worth 450 days worth of food.
Damn mate, if my rent is as much as expensive as your rent in that Iran I would have died years ago
Damn mate, if my rent is as much as expensive as your rent in that Iran I would have died years ago
The cost of property is staggering here, so most people have to pay rents. I have to pay almost 85$ each month for the rent. Same goes for bills, the bills are really expensive too but food on the other hand is really cheap here. You wouldn't starve to death if you manage to live and sleep on the streets.
I really can't believe it but "lightlord" has given me all the money I needed to pay off my rent and I'll be owing him forever for literally saving my life. Now with the rent paid off, I can manage the food and other things myself although it will be a very little bit hard but the main problem was solved. I really can't ever thank him enough for literally saving my life. Thank you lightlord!
Are you gonna post your smart answer now? I am waiting for it mate.
From what I read, if I drink all I have, it shouldn't take more than a few hours. Maybe you've read about a different poison or what I have isn't called rat poison in English.
I have to pay 1 btc at least before the deadline only for the house rent alone and "lightlord" has been really generous trying to help me but I really can't accept money from other people. There's just no reason for them to help me, even if they're kind enough to do so, I still won't have enough in time so I asked him for a wallet and I'm gonna return him the coins he sent me. I only gave him wallet so he can see how I lost everything so suddenly.
Okay , I've done some research.
It will still be poisonous and you will die a slow painful death from internal bleeding about 3 days after consuming it.
Not fun.
Anyways , how much exactly is your rent ?
You should scrape through , you can do it pretty easily with the internet and generous Bitcoiners. (assuming you don't get flagged as spam and burnt)
It will still be poisonous and you will die a slow painful death from internal bleeding about 3 days after consuming it.
Not fun.
Anyways , how much exactly is your rent ?
You should scrape through , you can do it pretty easily with the internet and generous Bitcoiners. (assuming you don't get flagged as spam and burnt)
From what I read, if I drink all I have, it shouldn't take more than a few hours. Maybe you've read about a different poison or what I have isn't called rat poison in English.
I have to pay 1 btc at least before the deadline only for the house rent alone and "lightlord" has been really generous trying to help me but I really can't accept money from other people. There's just no reason for them to help me, even if they're kind enough to do so, I still won't have enough in time so I asked him for a wallet and I'm gonna return him the coins he sent me. I only gave him wallet so he can see how I lost everything so suddenly.
Just find the highest building in your city and jump off the top balcony.
See you in another life mate.
See you in another life mate.
Okay , I've done some research.
It will still be poisonous and you will die a slow painful death from internal bleeding about 3 days after consuming it.
Not fun.
Anyways , how much exactly is your rent ?
You should scrape through , you can do it pretty easily with the internet and generous Bitcoiners. (assuming you don't get flagged as spam and burnt)
It will still be poisonous and you will die a slow painful death from internal bleeding about 3 days after consuming it.
Not fun.
Anyways , how much exactly is your rent ?
You should scrape through , you can do it pretty easily with the internet and generous Bitcoiners. (assuming you don't get flagged as spam and burnt)
From what I read, if I drink all I have, it shouldn't take more than a few hours. Maybe you've read about a different poison or what I have isn't called rat poison in English.
I have to pay 1 btc at least before the deadline only for the house rent alone and "lightlord" has been really generous trying to help me but I really can't accept money from other people. There's just no reason for them to help me, even if they're kind enough to do so, I still won't have enough in time so I asked him for a wallet and I'm gonna return him the coins he sent me. I only gave him wallet so he can see how I lost everything so suddenly.
This may be slightly offtopic , but I was wondering something.
If poison is old and expired , does it become more poisonous or less poisonous ?
For your sake , I hope it does not become less poisonous , leading to a slow and painful death.
I don't really know but the one I have is really antique, what I know is that if I consume all of it, I WILL die eventually.If poison is old and expired , does it become more poisonous or less poisonous ?
For your sake , I hope it does not become less poisonous , leading to a slow and painful death.
Okay , I've done some research.
It will still be poisonous and you will die a slow painful death from internal bleeding about 3 days after consuming it.
Not fun.
Anyways , how much exactly is your rent ?
You should scrape through , you can do it pretty easily with the internet and generous Bitcoiners. (assuming you don't get flagged as spam and burnt)
Put it all on Nadal!
If this is serious, please get off an internet gambling forum and seek mental advice and help from more qualified individuals Hope this is a joke
If this is serious, please get off an internet gambling forum and seek mental advice and help from more qualified individuals
Hope this is a joke This may be slightly offtopic , but I was wondering something.
If poison is old and expired , does it become more poisonous or less poisonous ?
For your sake , I hope it does not become less poisonous , leading to a slow and painful death.
I don't really know but the one I have is really antique, what I know is that if I consume all of it, I WILL die eventually. If poison is old and expired , does it become more poisonous or less poisonous ?
For your sake , I hope it does not become less poisonous , leading to a slow and painful death.
Gambling is that, a gamble. Gamble responsibly. For fun.
And remember the House always wins.
And remember the House always wins.
WHatever you do, do not play the holdem gambling game on ritzgrandcasino. I have never seen a game as rigged as that one. Seriously. The rules are made so that it seems like it should be beatable, but then you realize that the dealt cards are not fair. They are not anywhere near fair. Ritz does not even try to be subtle about it.
I've seen people claim rigged-ness off a grand total of 3 rolls on JD before. If you want to claim that a casino is lying based off the results of the games then you would have to do at least 1 million bets to have the variance at a low enough point to actually suggest what your saying is true.
No game is 'beatable' if it has a house edge. You will lose in the end. On that note I can't claim to know whether they are fair or not - I have not personally audited their RNG system so I would urge you to check it yourself before you gamble there or anywhere.
JD seems fair and easy to understand , yet not perfect.
On the other hand , RGC is really really shady.
I've been searching for ages , and you can really set a client seed.
But you have no idea to verify , you just need to hope that they used your seed.
I'm pretty sure they can't publish the numbers , as I wouldn't guess that they have really good odds.
You forgot to insert your bitcoin address so people can donate to your rat poison fund.
I'm not looking to beg for coins, if I wanted to borrow, my dad could give me enough food for a month or so probably. Even if there was a way the get coins, it would probably too late for the debts and rent by the time I get them. What I was looking for here and suicide groups which were easy to find on google is some advice. After reading the wikipedia, I now think that the old rat poison I have in storage might do the job as well. By not getting the money in time, I can put other people and my dad in trouble too, if I'm dead that can't happen.
This may be slightly offtopic , but I was wondering something.
If poison is old and expired , does it become more poisonous or less poisonous ?
For your sake , I hope it does not become less poisonous , leading to a slow and painful death.
I don't want to make fun of you, I have better ways to enjoy my time anyway.
I mean, you should just accept donations from the community to be on the right path.
We are all human afterall, we understand you, and as I said, if you wanted to play your luck with something real and risky, it's ok for me. Dice game is like asking to people... should I play next roll high or low?
You will find people that plays hi and some low.
While on blackjack for example your life is at risk when both of you and dealer have 11 and you decide to double the bet. That's the highest risk I would take.
I mean, you should just accept donations from the community to be on the right path.
We are all human afterall, we understand you, and as I said, if you wanted to play your luck with something real and risky, it's ok for me. Dice game is like asking to people... should I play next roll high or low?
You will find people that plays hi and some low.
While on blackjack for example your life is at risk when both of you and dealer have 11 and you decide to double the bet. That's the highest risk I would take.
It's not that simple, I've lost too much coins and too much time for some donations to save me. I've lost all of my savings, even if I get donations it would be far too late by the time I get enough to pay the rents. This is the last deadline for me, if I don't pay I have to empty the house. I can't take that much money from random people, even if they were kind enough to give it to me by the time I get it it would be too late. There's nothing I can do now, I have to pay the rent in 4 days max if I get lucky and take an extra day.
The only reason I gambled all my savings was because I needed more than it. Even if I get my initial savings back from donations, after paying the rents with it, I still wouldn't have enough to get by until my next payment or at least barely have enough.
wow then, fake your death they will pay too.
Enjoy your time, make fun of me.
I mean, you should just accept donations from the community to be on the right path.
We are all human afterall, we understand you, and as I said, if you wanted to play your luck with something real and risky, it's ok for me. Dice game is like asking to people... should I play next roll high or low?
You will find people that plays hi and some low.
While on blackjack for example your life is at risk when both of you and dealer have 11 and you decide to double the bet. That's the highest risk I would take.
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