Topic: Suicide Notes - Gambling literally destroyed my life - page 4. (Read 11458 times)

I've seen people claim rigged-ness off a grand total of 3 rolls on JD before. If you want to claim that a casino is lying based off the results of the games then you would have to do at least 1 million bets to have the variance at a low enough point to actually suggest what your saying is true.

No game is 'beatable' if it has a house edge. You will lose in the end. On that note I can't claim to know whether they are fair or not - I have not personally audited their RNG system so I would urge you to check it yourself before you gamble there or anywhere.

WHatever you do, do not play the holdem gambling game on ritzgrandcasino.  I have never seen a game as rigged as that one.  Seriously.  The rules are made so that it seems like it should be beatable, but then you realize that the dealt cards are not fair.  They are not anywhere near fair.  Ritz does not even try to be subtle about it.

I would agree that you should really think about what you are doing. You really only get one shot at life so you might as well make the best of it rather than giving in and throwing it all away. You have faced hardship - the best way to approach it is to bounce back and fight harder.

From a mathematical perspective, you'll never actually be able to beat the house in the long run and while variance does happen and you can win you are just as likely to lose. No-one will or ever has found a strategy, to do so you would have to prove 1=0 and if you can do that we have some far, far, far bigger problems.

You have explained yourself better.  The reason I ask about your hourly wage is it gives an idea what you could do that would be an improvement.  Your problem seems to be you don't have money. 

I would reconsider suicide.  I can't speak about Iran and all the weird social pressures you face because I do not understand. It seems like if you were paying for your mother's hospital you did an admirable thing.  There should be no shame in that.  Maybe you should move out of the house and move in with your father ?  Surely there must be some other option. 

If you think you can beat a gambling game, seriously reconsider it.  The people in the chat box might have been working for the casino.  The chances of you finding a casino that allows a strategy to beat it is approaching 0.  There are very few people in the world who do this, but many think that they can.  You are not alone.  You are still young and like to be dramatic.  You are 22, educated, have a better than average job.  You did the right thing helping your mother out.  I see no shame or why you would kill yourself.  I was pretty down on life when I was your age too.  Cheer up.  Life savings at 22 doesn't matter too much.  Gamblers lose their life savings all the time at that age. Stop gambling!

If you are going to kill yourself, please find some other way.  I can't imagine going out by rat poison, especially some poisons.  If it is cyanide then it might be over with quickly.  In America rat poison means you would slowly bleed to death.

Then its your own fault trying TO  ab "histaker" then.
Your fault to pick a not skillful game. Even I from 1000 satoshi i reached 0.07

They don't pay me by hours, they pay me each 1.5 months for all those hours minus the days off. What would be the point of calculating how much I earn each hour feeling what I'm feeling now? I didn't calculate the 0.04% myself, there was a chat on the gambling site and other users pointed the strategy out and I just changed it a bit. I can tie a knot, but you wouldn't understand what I mean unless you see my house. I read on internet that if you take enough rat poison, even after you go to a doctor they wouldn't be able to save you, I'm gonna take everything I have in the storage.

I don't use dial-up myself, I use 128 kbps ADSL but not many people have that because they usually don't need it or don't know about it. I do get enough from my job to get by but because of the cost of my mother's hospital I'm having a really though time these days. I had to delay my rent more because I had to pay for her hospital, now without the saving I can't pay for the rent and this is the last month. My calendar is different that yours, you can read about it if you want. When I receive the next payment from my job, it will be late. The money I have now would only be enough for buying food for a week or so and I can't pay the rent in time.

if you wanna save more than 10 ppl....post your story on reddit

You can't take how much you are paid and divide by the number of hours to get your hourly wage ?  This is getting weirder by the minute.  Yet you somehow calculated your gambling edge to be .04% ?   You can't tie a knot in a rope because you don't have the craftsmanship?  This is bizarre.  Rat poison will be slow and you'll freak out and likely go to the doctor or something after second thoughts and the symptoms kick in.

Having to utilize dial-up would make it hard to make money on the internet as most of the internet isn't really even usable with such a slow link.

If you are a real person and your story is real, you still have a job that pays ok for your country.  Just continue working and stop gambling.  

Enjoy your time, make fun of me.

wow then, fake your death they will pay too.

They do, according to their terms any cause of death is accepted.


I'm 22, I work in an office as manager (boss), that's why I could save that much in less than 2 years and that's why I could tell them I'm sick and take a few days off before killing myself. Not much, my English is good and I can google things I don't know so that makes me an above average user.


We don't get paid on hourly basis so I don't know how much I make in 8 hours. Most people use Dial-Up internet or don't use it at all here, I was kinda rich before losing all my savings. You can't imagine how much a few dollars can be worth around here. I don't know anyone who makes money from the internet here personally, but I suppose there could be some people.

I really don't have the craftsmanship to hang myself, rat poison seems to be the most efficient way for me.

If you think you had a .04% chance of losing then someone lied to you.  maybe you mean 4 % ?  .04% is 1 in 2500 chance of losing all your money.

You're obviously quite educated with the level of English in Iran.  If that much money is your life savings, then you really just need to apply yourself in some other manner.  How much money do you make in a day working 8 hours ?  Maybe it is hard to earn money on the internet while being in Iran, but seems like you could do better.

Also if you are going to kill yourself, stick with hanging.  Rat poison sounds like a nasty affair where you will internally bleed to death.

Re ad my edit mani, you Will not sa ve your parents with a suicide. Insurance doesnt pay if you die by your own hand.

Btw What's your age ? and what work you do? Do you have any kind of computer related skills?

I posted it because my heart tells me there are many people like me, I don't want them to ruin their lives by careless betting. You are totally right, I shouldn't have put everything I had on the line, but the chance of losing it all was only 0.04%. What made me do it was the story of a guy who managed to get 3 btc with faucet and pay for his rents and expenses. I thought if he could do that with faucet, maybe I can do it with my own money because I really needed the money and was like him.

If anyone wants my address, I can PM but only for you to see how I lost everything I had in a blink of an eye and show others who might do the same mistake as me so they won't.

I dont  know why you decided to gamble so much!If I was you I would just gamble 0.10! And surely not on dice!!!
If I was you I would have play ed blackjack. But still, I dont wanna look like an heartless persona but you could think about int when you where going to be psychologically dead?
You didnt putted the donation addy but we requested you one,so maybe we care about you dont you think?
But I can believe your honor is way stronger than your need of living your Life .
So if you want to really do that why you posted your don story then, because you wanted someone TO pat your shoulder and expect what?
Yea you can say sa but you are sponsoring a dice site! Im doing a favour, not because I paricularly love dice.


Edit:you fare doing this forma saving others? You could do that even broking out. But still thanks forma wanting TO help, but you Will bot save the world with your sacrifice.
If you want TO sa ve your parents only you know that they Will not be paid id you suicide?

Thank you for trying to help me, but the only reason I posted this story was because I hoped it might save someone's else life. Someone who is about to make the same mistake as I did, and I don't want this to happen to anyone else.


Thank you too but please don't, it's just not gonna work out. If you really want my address, please PM me, I'll give it to you only because you can see how hard it was for me and tell your friends so they don't end up like me. But, the money I lost was just too much in my own currency and I'm probably late already. If I die my parents can get the insurance money, my dad can live happily with my mom after she gets out of the hospital.


I work from 8 to 5, I haven't gone to work in the previous days since it wouldn't matter after I die anyway. I told them I'm sick, I didn't lie, sick people can die, if I'm about to die I'm sick. It's way too long for my next payment and all my savings are gone now, so it wouldn't have matter if I went to work anyway. It's not that simple, I need the money soon and no job is going to get me that money that soon so I guess I'm done for.

If you really want to help please, please tell this to other people who might repeat my mistake. This way, I would have done one last good before death. You can ask me and show them my wallet so they see how easy I lost everything I worked so hard to collect as I will be here until the very end (I have nowhere else to be, I can't look at my parents while thinking about suicide).

Dude If you have problem of online gambling, let someone else store your funds or simply convert your funds in cash as soon as you get them and it's easy to earn money, but you need to do some kind of work.

Since your english is pretty good, article writing job is better for you or you can simply join some signature campaign and earn money by making posts here.

Due to the nature of this post,I think it would be viable if we all could get some coins together to get to this man. He doesn't deserve to end because of some silly 0.95BTC. I've lost 4.2BTC and I understand the pain, I wanted to cry extremely hard and end it all... I managed to get to 35BTC with it, until busting in two hard bets of 19 and 13BTC. Money isn't everything, and you (if you are still watching this thread) should know that.

Post your address, and I'm sure you might end up getting some donations to help you out.  Your story is very touching, and only a psychotic person could come up with this kind of story.

With this perfect English you should easily find a better paid job.

But if you are really serious about suicide: I keep hearing of associations in your part of the world that take care of your family if you do them the favour of blowing yourself up in busy areas.