The worst moment in gambling is when I gamble for hours a day, I lose a lot of money and the next day I continued to gamble, I still lose then I still did not stop gambling, I gamble in anger and I played like crazy. At the time, I felt I could not control myself, all my thoughts were only gambling and gambling, and one day, I realized all my money has disappeared. My friends and family have been away from me, they look at me as strangers, gambling is bad, it took away my everything. I feel ashamed of myself
Addiction is really bad! i used to be like you, i feel sick when i calculate my losses. with current bitcoin price i could've have $15k+.
anyways you should seek help to stop/control your gambling habit.