Thanks for all the nice comments, appreciate the well-wishes (and, I guess I posted this just 'cuz I wanted to be sure it wasn't "just me" LOL. Nice to know other people ARE sometimes also as stressed out by this shit as me, and I ain't just mental... LOL)
Anyway probably should clarify that I am NOT at all "losing faith" in CRYPTO as a whole... far from it!!
To sell-out of everything, back to dirty FIAT old-fashioned green printed paper money? Perish the thought!! Never even considered it.
On the contrary, actually, that scenario where I somehow find a way to ignore all this shit for a whole year and come back to find it worth $1 Million kinda IS what I'd expect, much more-so than coming back a year later to find it all $0. Probably 80% vs 20% that way, honestly.
So... yeah, no... this is not a 'bearish' sentiment overall I don't think.
You guys, plz don't trade your assets based on MY idiot psychology breakdown here, LOL
I just need to try and pull back from all the news and info and "NOISE" most likely.
But, yeah, as soon as that next big green XMR candle hits (almost saw it today on the fatfinger trade) I'll probably forget all about what I'm feeling today.
Carry on, gentlemen...