More aggressive challenges. I have a serious problem. I don't know how to engage in a decent way. Somewhere way way back I decided that attacking people that threaten my ego's little view of who I am is the best course of action (even though deep down I know this is wrong). Instead of working in with a team of people, I throw mud and shit at them, but I don't go away and find other people I can respect and demonstrate care for, I just keep coming back again and again to do more damage and throw my weight around. Oh wretch that I am! Geez I'm sick...
Shojayxt, you're one of those destructive people that's a "bad apple". Anyone that's ever managed a team or lead a group knows that, while you may occasionally offer some input that's useful (even worthy of consideration) your overarching modus operandi is one of destabilisation, disruption and self aggrandizement. If you were in a team I was managing, I would remove you because you're not adding here, you're just taking away. And, although you are obviously intelligent and have something of value to offer, your intense need to put everyone else down and make out how smart you are is a thorn in the side of this community that does no one any good.
That you have been putting shit on DRK and this community for months but now you've set up an MN is testament to your addiction to coming here and being an arsehole.
I expect you wake up each morning not feeling very good about what you do....but you just can't stop doing it.
Get help my friend. There's way too much good in the world passing you by to spend your days being like this.
