That is a story that should be an example for people on this forum, thank you for sharing your story here because the lesson from this story certainly attracts the attention of all of us to play responsibly and wisely so that we don't get addicted to gambling, as you said, you have consciously make mistakes and casinos will never be wrong because they prepare games for entertainment but it seems like you are playing too seriously.
I know that it is difficult to recover losses, sometimes there are those who succeed and there are also those who fail, but those who succeed are definitely not many of those who fail, that's why never chase and recover losses, let alone losses in gambling, don't always bet all the money It is hoped that you will win, because in gambling there is always a risk of loss and defeat, I hope this will be a lesson for all of us to gamble with money that we are ready to lose and not try to borrow money to gamble.
yes that's right, addicted gamblers should immediately realize what they are doing is wrong, especially if they have borrowed money for gambling capital I hope they can stop gambling which will make them feel addicted continuously, don't let their lives get into debt because for gambling this is not recommended. As much as possible if they really want to gamble they should use the remaining money or more money than they have, that way they will not borrow from others which of course this can harm others because most gamblers who borrow money for gambling find it difficult to return it or pay it off.
Borrowing money will only make them difficult in the future, with heavy addiction plus a lot of debt, it will make their lives not calm, where their daily lives will feel anxiety. because of the desire to gamble and also the debt that will haunt them every step of the way. So if they still want to gamble, please avoid this one thing.