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One more point I thought of that is important.

I decided not to go to Singapore in October when my angel investor provided me with 9.5 BTC in funding for my health trip. Because I wanted to see if I could possibly cure myself before going and wasting $6,000 on medical bills. I say "waste" because I have very high doubt that they can isolate and fix my issue with $10,000. I need like $50,000 or more to really deal with Western medicine. Also I doubt there is any Western medical cure for my illness. For example, Crohns can't be cured, it can only be somewhat managed with toxic medicines.

I also thought BTC might go higher, which it did.

I also thought that I could write the white paper so that the community and my investor would have a copy of what was inside my head, so that the invention wouldn't lost if for example my life was lost in surgery in Singapore.

So please stop thinking I am selfish. I tried to prioritize fulfilling my obligations before seeking my personal needs.

The invention is already recorded, so it won't be lost no matter what happens to me.

At the moment, I need some peace so I can focus on finding out whether or not I can get healthy enough to lead a project. That is what I am in the midst of next couple of weeks. During December I was experimenting with a new regimen of probiotics and high dose vitamin D3. And also more sports + exercise. And I have mentioned that in addition to the expert medical checkup in Singapore, I also have a plan B which is BEAST MODE training.

And now I have added the Wim Hof method as another experiment, which arrived just yesterday so if that ends up being curative then it could save me a lot of money and so my decision to delay going to Singapore becomes even more prescient.

I hope that makes everything clear and this thread is complete.
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I need to get ready for my flight to Cebu and then onward flight to Singapore.

I will just add one more thought to this thread.

I don't think any of you have internalized what my illness would do to you or any person. You haven't actually thought about what these symptoms would do to your ability to function daily. Actually try to imagine what the following described symptoms would do to you. Seriously imagine you never sleep. Never. For 4 fucking years! What would be your mental and emotional state? Have you never tried going without sleep? Don't tell me to sleep more, do you think I am a fucking idiot. Of course I try to sleep more, but my illness causes insomnia and it also makes the sleep that I get ineffective as if i didn't sleep. Now add inflammation cascade on top of that. Do you even have any idea what inflammation cascade would do to your mental state?

Please realize that for the past 4 years that I have been participating in the BCT forums, I have been chronically ill with the type of discombobulating symptoms that I explained upthread:

My symptoms include debilitating discomfort and inflammation of the brain and skull which actually inhibits normal mental activity. Whereas, Hal could not move his body yet his brain was totally alert, I can move my body fine but my brain becomes totally lacking of energy and thus discombobulated (not always as it comes and goes throughout the day or in batches of days). The best way to try to imagine my symptoms is to not sleep for 48 hours where you can barely hold your eyes open, also eat some feces so you have a really bad stomachache and diarrhea and feel like you want to vomit and feel horrible, then try to do something mentally. And my illness causes horrendous insomnia as well. It isn't something in my mental condition that is causing it. It is a physical problem in my digestive system and liver. In fact, after I ate tonight (while I was writing here on the forum), I had a horrible inflammation cascade (meaning welts on the back my head, burning in my abdomen and generally feeling like shit again), because my body was digesting that food. Food makes me very ill. But I need food.

My mental exasperation is an outcome of 4 years of having those damn symptoms every day. Wouldn't you be fucking tired of have horrible diarrhea and feeling like you had not slept every damn day for 4 fucking years? Come on. Be fucking real.

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Don't you think that since I am a smart guy that if there was any way I could just code and do less physical activity, that of course I would have a long time ago chosen that, because certainly after making a lot of money, I could afford better health care. Obviously I tried that in the 2013- 2015 timeframe and it didn't work. Do you guys just assume that I am a dumb ass or totally full of shit. I don't understand this. I am very open and honest about everything and I have demonstrated my intellect.

Now imagine how much could any of those experts you've cited accomplish if they were in a similar discombobulated state of health and mental function. Now imagine what I could accomplish if I were healthy. You don't have to imagine, because I was one of the 3 original programmers of what is Corel Painter (not Paint) and I created CoolPage all by myself and captured 1 million users (when the Internet was 10X smaller in population).

All the comments about "talk is cheap, show me the code" are correct. But I didn't start this thread. I haven't even committed to doing an ICO. I often thought maybe I would just go direct to distributing the currency per my unique design and no need for an ICO. But if an ICO can build an army of supporters and also accelerate development, then it might make sense. But we are not yet at that stage to make such an evaluation.

But before you go making incorrect presumptions, maybe you ought to at least think about what I just wrote. Seriously men, do you not realize what a feat it is to have accomplished what I did in spite of being so sick that I should have accomplished nothing at all. Obviously you can't read my whitepaper yet, so you don't know what I have accomplished, but I didn't start this thread boasting about closed source. I merely defended myself and also since I got pissed off by the disrespect (I mean I am very sick and you guys think it is perfectly acceptable to load stress on me and misrepresent my statements, intent, and past performance), I decided to express my delight at the FACT that I have a design that is a sequel to Satoshi. If you choose to doubt that, that is fine, but if you had any clue to my history of being correct perhaps you should allow a little bit more respect and wait to find out.

Wim Hof methods was initiated last night and will be repeated in another couple of hours. I am trying to find a cure for my health. As I said, that is why I was going to National University Hospital in Singapore (NUHS) next week but switched it to that expert gutcare clinic in Singapore which is also roughly affiliated with NUHS.

If I am healthy, you won't hear from me anymore. And pinheads won't get any replies. Actions will speak louder than words.

That is why I suggested you close this thread. All the snide remarks aren't helping anyone.

And the speculation about what I can and can't do is not informational. Wait until there is a project announced and whitepaper released. Then you can make some informed appraisals.

Edit: I realize that it seems like a lie that I could do intense sports and athletics yet still have a debilitating illness and symptoms I described. Intense exercise is something I can do with will power and adrenaline and I actually feel better (more alive) while I am doing it (although the abdominal pain will limit me). The intense exercise actually seems to be beneficial but not totally curative thus far. But after the activity, I do crash again into those symptoms. I am not making this up. I am not a hypochondriac. Fuck yesterday I told the doc to sew my eye lid without any lidocaine. I am not a wimp or pussy. The things that I am doing now are because I am a fighter. I think what would happen to most other people with my illness is they would try to lay in bed always, taking medication for insomnia (e.g. sleeping pills), and they would become crippled. In fact, maybe I do have Multiple Sclerosis but I just fight it so much that I have a different outcome. Recent research has correlated MS with gut dysfunction since 70% of the immune system is in the gut.

1. My health has been declining for many years, and I tried everything ranging from no exercise, to limited exercise, to regular exercise. And every possible imaginable supplement and known treatment option excepting surgery. Nothing works. Nothing. So I might as well try to do something. Because nothing else is working. (Don't tell me I haven't tried modern medicine because I also did 21 days of doxycycline)

Also when I didn't do as much exercise, my health became much worse! Almost entirely debilitated. It got so bad that I thought I had MLS where I started to have very weak legs and uncontrollable muscle spasms and I was starting to become crippled.

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My illness is not the same as his illness. Before he died, I had messaged him because I thought I had MLS and I thought maybe treatment options I was trying he might want to know about (but I hadn't studied ALS and later I realized my messages to him were silly).





I am not lashing out at you specifically. I am screaming to all and especially those that are bored and keep berating me and stirring up slander, "leave me the fuck alone and let me deal with my health problem and then we will see what happens".
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like ByteBall

I told Tony that if you give away tokens for free, then people will dump them, same as for AuroraCoin.

Also his transaction fee design is totally broken as a concept.

Also there are other problems in his design. My whitepaper explains in more detail but you can also find my posts in the Byteball thread for most of it.

Nevertheless, I would pay attention to Byteball. You will understand why later. And about that time is when you will realize @AnonyMint is the sequel to Satoshi (and sorry if that offends pinheads).*

* but this is contingent on @AnonyMint finding a cure for his chronic health issue. Wim Hof method was initiated and I fell asleep but then my fucking neighbor initiated roof construction outside my bedroom window at 9am on Sunday fucking morning! One day before I need to fly to Cebu! I have the worst luck of any person in BCT. I was even sick during the ascent to $1100 and not able to cash in some BTC for my medical trip after correctly calling for the rise in the BTC from $650 back in October. I ended up waiting specifically for $1000+ to sell, and then missing the damn moment I needed to sell because of my fucking health problem. I have explained to many people in the past that you can't be both a speculator and a developer. The former has to watch his computer screen 24 x 7 and the other needs to spend his time thinking and developing. They are not compatible vocations. Add a debilitating health condition that causes chronic fatigue and insomnia which ruins any sort of daily planning, and then it is basically impossible to be a speculator. I couldn't set a sell order ahead of time, because I can't sell for dollars on Poloniex (not verified there) and thus I needed to complete the sale on localbitcoins into my USA bank account (just saying so you pinheads don't go making another false assumption).
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4.3.2.1.
It's not the first time we've heard something to be a bitcoin killer. Look at all the otehr interesting alt projects out there like ByteBall, Monero, NXT, BTS, Waves, etc. that have all invented completely new code and platforms  but have never over taken BTC. I'm not saying it won't be done but it's very unlikely.
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As a programmer you know damn well that the implementation is key.
And that is where things tend to fall apart.
Boasting about a theoretical construct in your own head is no the same as PROVEN running code.

And by the sounds of it you have a monolithic amount of *NEW* code to write.

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Early 2017 ? not fucking likely.. ever ? i am not even sure about that.

Upthread I stated that I have no ETA (because I can't control my health!). If you are getting early 2017 from something I wrote else where (not in this thread), then it was probably what I was thinking presuming the probiotics experiment I started in December worked.

Again implementation is entirely dependent on whether I can get my health cured. How many fucking times do I need to repeat this so that you pinheads will stop misrepresenting my stance?

I didn't start this thread. I didn't initialize any boasts. I am defending myself in this thread. I am forced to respond otherwise some pinheads are going to have a fuckfest trying to slander my reputation.

As for my boast against Satoshi, it is well founded. Satoshi knowingly and willingly created something which he stated would become centralized.


You were banned why ? Your old legendary account must be perma-banned ? Why ?

In 2014, I requested Theymos close the @AnonyMint account (because I was ill and burned out of wasting time posting on the forum and I wanted to try to go see if I could discipline/ween myself do pure coding or something else but unfortunately my health did not improve and so I was back to the same addiction of coping by doing forum activity instead of what I would prefer to be doing). And he granted my request. On my other accounts, I just scrambled the password so I couldn't remember how to login.

One of my accounts was banned (I can login in to it, but I can't do any actions) because I got into a technical argument with Theymos, Gmaxwell, Foxpup, and basically the entire forum (and many influential Bitcoin maximalists were pissed off about my relevations about the double hashing issue in Bitcoin which of course got swept under the rug by banning my account). And I was highly critical of Ethereum at the time, so presumably there were so many people demanding that Theymos ban that account. It was politics. There was also an issue that at that time I was "posting too much" (as in duplicating posts in multiple threads, etc) according them.

Nevertheless I was correct about Ethereum. And I will end up being correct about Bitcoin also.


Point ? You are fucking nuts and should work on your health bud.
Don't believe me people ? See his NWO Illuminati theories about why they made BTC.
And if that is not enough check out the Politics section here  Cheesy

You wouldn't want him to blow it all on TinFoil hats would you ?

I hope readers do go read my posts. They might learn something. I receive PMs from the very smart people telling me how much they have learned by reading my posts.

Btw, I am the one who is critical of the tinfoil hats like r0ach, so apparently you are not comprehending my posts.

As for Bitcoin, everything I wrote has been coming true. So how is that I am (nearly) always correct on the big issues yet you think criticizing me for being correct is somehow making you appear to be anything but the pinhead fool that you are.

You pinheads misrepresent reality and turn this forum in a putrid sewer of incorrect noise.
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Problem i have is your typical behavior here..
You demanded this be locked.. why ?
Because you don't want anyone else replying anymore ?
Because you don't like what they are saying ?

I didn't demand. I asked the OP to consider closing the thread, because he created a firestorm that is wasting my time as every anonymous pinhead comes in here to tell me how much they idolize the pinheads who destroyed Bitcoin.

Why? Because I didn't make any announcement thread. I am sincere enough to come here and answer questions honestly even though it is all premature.

And I could see that the thread was turning into a pinhead fuckfest of irrelevant, unprofessional, juvenile noise.
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You guys do not pay attention to my work. That is why you are putting your feet in your collective mouths.

Let him face and debate with the people like Adam Back or Peter Todd if he can really do it. Iamnotback is maybe looking for validation in the forum.

Peter Todd will recognize part of my design since he did some of the prior art for it.

Adam Back is not as astute as you may think. Hashcash was a rehash of some prior art done before. The references to prove this are cited in my white paper. Blockstream is a bunch of blockheads.

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a stupid person.

I am going to laughing my head off when you pinheads eat your words.

Obviously Gmaxwell and Adam Back, etc are smart mathematicians. But we are talking software here, not math. Math is a very small part of what is required here. Mathematicians can be hired (the cryptography skills are fungible as it is taught in the university). Creative genius can't be hired and the skill is not fungible. Peter Todd is actually one of the most inventive in terms of actually solving the decentralization problem. If you asked me who I respect, I would say that would be the venerable Daniel Bernstein, who Gregory Maxwell even tried to challenge in an ego battle.

Andrew Poelstra didn't even understand (or wasn't aware of) the FLP impossibility result until someone else pointed it out to him (which is an acceptable mistake except that those asshurls are so critical of others):

1To ensure that the “true ledger” is visible to all participants, we require a synchronous network such that all (valid) data
reaches all participants in some characteristic time λ, and that the network heartbeat time is much larger than λ. Without a
synchronous network, distributed consensus is much harder. (There is an oft-cited impossibility result for distributed consensus
using deterministic algorithms [FLP85]; this is easy to evade simply by using probabilistic algorithms, and therefore
doesn’t say much about the difficulty of designing consensus systems. Thanks to Dominic Williams for pointing this out;
an earlier version of this document erroneously quoted this result as blocking any distributed consensus in an asynchronous
network.)

I wouldn't be so critical of Blockstream if they respected others (which afaics Daniel Bernstein does respect other humans). But they are such arrogant asshurls, that there is no point of even trying to work with them. The community really hates gmaxwell and with good reason. He has destroyed Bitcoin forcing it in a direction that is totally broken.

Have you not seen my recent revelation that Sidechains are insolubly insecure! There I go again being the guy who points out that every design Maxwell does is a failure.

https://github.com/cosmos/cosmos/issues/46 (Are sidechains broken in PoW?)

What you say now guys. Cat bit your tongue? Lol.
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To answer the question in the title, no. I do not think he is smart enough and rich enough to create the bitcoin killer. Let him face and debate with the people like Adam Back or Peter Todd if he can really do it. Iamnotback is maybe looking for validation in the forum. He is not as great as the cypherpunks or the DAO hacker. We all know who the DAO hacker really is. It is a public secret.
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Also it will get reviewed by really smart people such as gmaxwell

That German idiot isn't qualified to evaluate anything:

I think it is not a valid argument because many implementations may not correctly implement the more obtuse seeking without an index. Thus we get the worst of both worlds.

I just don't buy this notion that we should dumb down and make inferior standards, because people are lazy to write and test software properly. Geez did Vint Cerf follow that theology when he design TCP/IP? Did we conflate all the network layers and collapse them into one layer because the OSI model is complex. Hell no! The End-to-End Principle is fundamental!

Doing so would also increase the overhead for the format by 20% or so. As mentioned, accurate indexes are not small-- and many things compromise by just not providing accurate indexes; which then leaves applications linearly scanning or not permitting sample accurate seeking.

I assume the 20% estimate is only for when the optional index is present. So it is presumed someone would use an index only when that 20% was justified by their use case. Again I argue you should not remove degrees-of-freedom and hinder the optimization of use cases which you did not envision because no group or person is omniscient.

And how is not having the index any worse than not allowing an index. I fail to see the logic. Seems you are arguing that the receiving end will expect indexes and not be prepared for the case where indexes are not present. But that is a bug in the receiving end's software then. And in that case, there is no assurance that software would have done the index-less seeking more efficiently for the status quo of not allowing an index. None of this makes sense to me.

Also I don't understand how you calculate 20% increase in file size for adding an index. For example, lets take an average 180 second song consuming roughly 5MB for VBR encoding. Let's assume my users are satisfied with seeking in 1 second increments, so that means means I need at most 180 of 22-bit indices, so that is only 495 bytes which is only a 0.01% increase! On top of that I could even compress those 22-bit indices into relative offsets if I want to shrink it by roughly 75% to 0.0025%.


Did you also forget that I (@AnonyMint) was the one who pointed out to gmaxwell that his CoinJoin proposal was flawed because it could be jammed and he argued that a blacklist could be employed and I explained that the entire point of anonymity meant blacklists would be useless. Ever since then he has been trying play an ego battle with me and he lost.

Then when Evan announced DarkCoin (Dash), I was the one who reminded him of this jamming problem and so Evan invented masternodes because of my posts in his announcement thread. Yep that was me. You've all forgotten.

You fools go on idolizing the guy who has totally destroyed Bitcoin.




One Idea. it already exists. BTC Debit card. never worry again. miners can use a bitcoin debit card to pay for their electricity. therefore keeping bitcoins security up.

Dude the point was that if the TPTB has shut down the financial system then that fiat linked crap isn't going to function. I agree with ZeroSum that Rickards' thesis is probably oversensationalized, but the point remains that Bitcoin is very much dependent on fiat.

Apparently the main purpose of Bitcoin's existence right now is avoiding capital controls in China:

... This would be especially true if we get any rumor out of China or India regulating Bitcoin further for capital controls. I don't expect it since Bitcoin is such an irrelevant small market cap, but Armstrong seems to think otherwise (yet he is not a Bitcoin expert and is always harping on this end of cash theme):

https://www.armstrongeconomics.com/world-news/taxes/bitcoin-what-next/
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@iamnotback / Shelby

This was a survey of sorts i think for the users here.. not you.

It's like if guys posted a topic here asking about me (like they have many times before)
There is only so much you can do to control / influence the opinions of the crowd here.

My advice would be to say your piece and let it go.
This topic was best i can tell not FOR YOU Shelby.
It was for the users here to reply to and give their thoughts.

Problem i have is your typical behavior here..
You demanded this be locked.. why ?
Because you don't want anyone else replying anymore ?
Because you don't like what they are saying ?

Ya know this is typical behavior from you.. something is not right with you bud.
There is a part of your brain that is broken or some shit man.

Apparently you are not lucid and coherent enough to get what i said (with out it being explained to you several times)

Bottom Line is all these people are fully entitled to their opinions on your bold grandiose claims.
If you don't like the response maybe ignore it ?

Like i already said you got more than anyone else would.. the benefit of the doubt.
You should be grateful you got so much support here.
Anyone else parading around here with Bitcoin killer claims in early 2017 would be laughed out of here LOL
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One Idea. it already exists. BTC Debit card. never worry again. miners can use a bitcoin debit card to pay for their electricity. therefore keeping bitcoins security up.
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At best it will be see decent adoption. As it has been said, Bitcoins adoption is not good at all in the big picture.

At worst, it will make us who know what AM, UT, TPTB, etc. is capable of, a boatload of BTC

None of us know what is going to happen.

So why the fuck are we making this thread. Are we this fucking bored that we need to totally waste time.

I don't think any of you deserve my response any more.

You all are not serious. You just fucking wasting precious resources. By wasting my time with nonsense speculation, unprovable accusations, etc.. At the start of this thread, there were a few reasonable questions that were worth answering, but now this has turned into a pinhead fuckfest.
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Tell us your real identity so I can embarrass the fuck out of you soon, kid.



As I thought, you are pinhead coward. You are on Ignore. Goodbye irrelevant asshole. You are incorrect.
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Tell us your real identity so I can embarrass the fuck out of you soon, kid.

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Satoshi get off my lawn son.

~LOL~

There went any interest I might have had in what you have to say, Son.

Tell us your real identity so I can embarrass the fuck out of you soon, kid.

I am not anonymous. If you can dish it out, then stand behind your words with your real world reputation. Otherwise you are just another irrelevant pinhead.

See how this works. Everyone one of your anonymous pinheads can come take pot shots at me (wasting my time and keeping me awake until 4am when you know damn well I have an illness and such stress is not healthy for me). But I can't hold you accountable, because you are too chickenshit to put your reputation on the line.

And with your bullshit you delay any sort of progress I could make, thus making your trolling a self-fulfilling attack on any progress that our ecosystem could make. Proud of yourself and don't even put your reputation on the line. Arrogant destroyer of progress.

"age of altcoins begins"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WJkh3b_ykTA

Then she stopped the channel and started promoting Dash fulltime... I dont know, seems clear to me.

It started as a good, neutral program that had good videos. But it's clear as that as the subscribers and ad revenue grew, the channel took a certain direction and that was to hate on Core+blockstream while shilling Classic, then Classic was a failure, so Bitcoin Unlimites shilling started and so on.

She seems to be principled on decentralization and she is preferring to veer in the direction of what ever can avoid Bitcoin maximalization. That seems to be a philosophy and not a scam.

As for her affiliation with Dash, she perhaps realized that crypto-currency is doomed and she might as well cash in while she can. Seems highly rational to me.

Meanwhile someone like myself who threatens to actually offer a viable decentralization solution, is attacked by pinheads. Wonderful ecosystem we have here at BCT.

Love y'all.  Roll Eyes
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Satoshi get off my lawn son.

~LOL~

There went any interest I might have had in what you have to say, Son.
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Dude why the fuck are you overtraining and doing boxing when you need to focus on mental stuff. You need to do healthy amount of training, overtraining is bad and only people with elite genetics can sustain overtraining because they can deal with the stress but most people can't, so you should focus on healthy amount of training and not obsessing over it because it's stupid, then focus on coding and getting things done and you must stop posting on any internet forum until you have the bitcoin killer ready, you have this year to shock the world so stop wasting time, by 2018 it will be too late, I think nobody will believe you ever had any bitcoin competition in your hands.
Hal Finney was coding even in his last stages with his fucked up disaease using eye tracking technology so I think you can do it if you focus and stop being obsessive over health quality. Im not saying u should stop trying to fix it but you shouldn't over obsess and continue to work on the code and stop posting on forums too much since that can be exhausting.


Why is so impossible for people to understand that illnesses are not all the same. Different illnesses have different symptoms and outcomes.

You people are so damn presumptuous. You don't even try to understand what you don't understand. Rather you just make assumptions which are incorrect.

1. My health has been declining for many years, and I tried everything ranging from no exercise, to limited exercise, to regular exercise. And every possible imaginable supplement and known treatment option excepting surgery. Nothing works. Nothing. So I might as well try to do something. Because nothing else is working. (Don't tell me I haven't tried modern medicine because I also did 21 days of doxycycline)

Also when I didn't do as much exercise, my health became much worse! Almost entirely debilitated. It got so bad that I thought I had MLS where I started to have very weak legs and uncontrollable muscle spasms and I was starting to become crippled.

2. Hal had ALS which as I understand it although rapidly terminal and extremely debilitating to his physical body, it actually doesn't inhibit the activity of the thinking part of the brain. Afaik, he wasn't in physical pain (probably emotional pain though), rather just unable to use his physical body. His mind was apparently as active as ever, but in a jail because he couldn't communicate efficiently.

My illness is not the same as his illness. Before he died, I had messaged him because I thought I had MLS and I thought maybe treatment options I was trying he might want to know about (but I hadn't studied ALS and later I realized my messages to him were silly). My symptoms include debilitating discomfort and inflammation of the brain and skull which actually inhibits normal mental activity. Whereas, Hal could not move his body yet his brain was totally alert, I can move my body fine but my brain becomes totally lacking of energy and thus discombobulated (not always as it comes and goes throughout the day or in batches of days). The best way to try to imagine my symptoms is to not sleep for 48 hours where you can barely hold your eyes open, also eat some feces so you have a really bad stomachache and diarrhea and feel like you want to vomit and feel horrible, then try to do something mentally. And my illness causes horrendous insomnia as well. It isn't something in my mental condition that is causing it. It is a physical problem in my digestive system and liver. In fact, after I ate tonight (while I was writing here on the forum), I had a horrible inflammation cascade (meaning welts on the back my head, burning in my abdomen and generally feeling like shit again), because my body was digesting that food. Food makes me very ill. But I need food.

My mental exasperation is an outcome of 4 years of having those damn symptoms every day. Wouldn't you be fucking tired of have horrible diarrhea and feeling like you had not slept every damn day for 4 fucking years? Come on. Be fucking real.


How can you possibly equate the two types of symptoms? They are not at all similar.

As for Spoetnik saying he has health problems, first of all I presume he doesn't have the symptoms I just described. And secondly he apparently isn't doing any major coding at this time.


Don't you think that since I am a smart guy that if there was any way I could just code and do less physical activity, that of course I would have a long time ago chosen that, because certainly after making a lot of money, I could afford better health care. Obviously I tried that in the 2013- 2015 timeframe and it didn't work. Do you guys just assume that I am a dumb ass or totally full of shit. I don't understand this. I am very open and honest about everything and I have demonstrated my intellect. Why is that you guys think I could be so totally dumb? Isn't the more probable explanation that you guys lack social skills and are dumb.


I am ill. And you guys add to my illness by causing me so much additional stress. You make this thread without asking me. I try to share openly and you guys complain about everything. You guys go on and on and cause me to waste umpteen hours in this forum and now is 4am. WTF  Huh



Please guys, stop being pinheads.
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Then I took a shower and after that my digestive system was feeling so yucky and eventually ended up collapsing in the bed. But I did get an erection before sleeping and Michelle and I almost made love but she didn't get wet enough and I lost my erection and slept for 4 hours. Then I woke up and at chicken + cabbage soup. And I feel not so yucky in my digestive system right now (hope I can sleep more bcz it is midnight), but not perfect feeling.

who actually shares stuff like this? seek mental help fast.

Afraid to post from his true identity.

What are you afraid of pinhead?

We don't live in the 1950s any more Grandpa.
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Seven "I"s, in seven sentences. ^^^ My narcissistic meter has broke.  

Well this thread is about him so who the fuck do you expect him to write about, you or your buttbud spoetnik?

Yes.

And delusion-ware ?

I ROFL'd i dunno bout you.  Cheesy

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(that was only 6 so it's cool)  Grin

PPS:
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Delusionware ?


BUUUUURN !!!!!11
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