That's a long break, and it must have had an impact on you. It can stop being fun when you're experiencing losses. Personally, when I say "fun," I mean enjoying something regularly, but losing large amounts in gambling is not enjoyable. Sometimes, I tend to be unrealistic because I only focus on the happy moments in gambling, and during times of losses, it feels like I'm not winning at all.
I've come to realize that keeping a record of my gambling activity is essential if I want to keep track of my status, but it can take away from the fun aspect because it makes me feel like I'm taking gambling too seriously, almost like considering it a way to earn a living.
The best way to have fun is not to worry about budgeting, simply enjoy gambling, and if you win, go ahead and spend it all, then repeat the process.
Yes, I know this isn't a long enough break but this process is sufficient for me since I gamble for fun and don't exceed the limits I set without violating my own rules and have low losses. In addition, because I gamble not frequently and regularly but in certain periods, I take such short breaks during these periods. Especially when I examine the last few months, I see that I have had very low losses most of the time and this indicates that gambling is not a problem for me but it's fun for me. Since I'm definitely not someone who always wins at gambling I know when I should be happy if I win and when I should be sad and I don't ignore the games I constantly lose.
I never keep a record of my gambling activities because as I mentioned I have not had a loss that I would regret in a very long time and I think it isn't fun if constant records are kept. For this reason, I don't have any gambling records of my own and I only monitor my gambling activities by checking the deposit-withdrawal and gambling-betting history provided by the casino. Also, since I have long considered gambling as an expensive hobby rather than a method of earning money I definitely don't play for profit.
Just as you stated in your last sentence, I see gambling as a means of fun and for this reason I prefer to play games only with the amount that I will not be upset if I lose, usually until I consume my entire balance and I don't keep a record of this in any way. In the very rare case that I win several multiplier my money, I transfer that money to my wallet and use it again later when I want to gamble or use it for my personal expenses.