First of all what you did in this statement shows that you let your greed and being irresponsible to take over your decision, resulting to you losing more money, raising your wage just to think that you can recover your lost is not a smart way of thinking in only imply that you are desperate and wanting a shortcut to chase your loses. This should serve as your lesson and to the other readers that this kind of thinking or strategy in gambling doesn't work it will only cost you more.
Usually this happens to those who are already addicted, because their hopes are far beyond anything even though there are enormous risks that await them but I see them like they don't care and when the time comes then they will regret it. True, discipline and self-control is the most important thing in gambling, if you are careless and forget all that then I'm sure you will end up with a real downfall, because that's the only thing that can help you and keep you from experiencing excessive losses. So you should really consider everything in gambling because this is a very risky activity.
Get used to playing casually without emotion or ambition, because ambition and emotion make you controlled by the game you play, making you unable to control it. Especially when you are in a winning position, because emotions and ambition will surround you, making you continue playing and have the hope of having the ambition to win again, which will actually lead to your destruction which will result in losing everything.
Smart gamblers will stay away when they are in a winning position, and will come back again when they want to play in an overall good and calm atmosphere, so they can enjoy the game and play relaxedly with sufficient capital.