There was a psychological study that addicted gamblers actually want to lose, not win. They are addicted to the feeling of losing then winning. It's a dopamine kick, it's not necessarily about earning the money back.
although I never studied psychology but it seems this is true, I have a friend who is addicted to gambling, he doesn't care about his losing money, he only cares about winning bets when he is in a losing position. Gambling addiction is a serious problem, it needs special treatment from psychiatrists to change gambling addicts.
If your friend does not care about losing money, he must be very rich and he can risk his money on gambling. Unlike him, I and many others care for our money and we can't risk a big amount in gambling.
Hard earned money - Busted in seconds is not worth getting because we collect the money from every moment, but it is gone in just seconds. We got this lesson from here, and @OP teaches us not to follow what he did and always save our money by withdrawing it as soon as possible before the money runs out. If you can win from the games, and that money can increase in a short time, you are lucky, and you must stop playing gambling as possible and leave the place. I am not sure if you can win some money in the next rolls because who knows, your luck is leaving you.
We all know that it's not easy to earn money and we should apply money management skills in gambling, but unfortunately, when we are actually playing gambling, we forget all these things and emotions take control over us.