I haven't lost my job, nor have I lost someone due to Covid-19, however, the pandemic has really taken a toll on me too, especially psychologically. It's a tiring situation but hopefully, I believe that we're towards the start of the end. We still have a long way to go, but now we're better prepared, we know how to take precautions, and we also have effective vaccines to assist us on this journey.
I would say that you are relatively lucky. In my country, most of us were not as lucky as you. In my family and close relatives, we had two deaths in the last 4 months. One was my second cousin who was aged 38, while the other was my uncle who was in his 60s. Both of them died after contracting COVID, although my cousin was suffering from terminal stage cancer. Among my friends, almost everyone have lost at least one family member or close relative. The second wave was very destructive here in India, and we had around 5 million excess deaths during that period.
My deepest condolences for your losses. I've also been in Covid-19 medical ward, as a probable case, spent 2 days there and wasn't the best experience, it turned out negative though. I was out of work for 3 months but was being paid on Covid benefits (less than my normal salary though) due to the pandemic. Honestly, I was pretty lucky during the pandemic, but it hasn't been the same for everyone.
I'd also like to note that it has definitely taken a toll on me, both physically and mentally, we're going through a tiring situation.