dank, your 15 minutes are over. Please do not cling to your long lost fame as so many other former child stars. It will turn you into a drug addict.
Oh, wait, you already are. Carry on then.
Topic: The explanation to everything - page 10. (Read 9582 times)
So I'm guessing you cashed out the gift cards you got for Christmas and spent the proceeds on drugs instead of paying squall, judging by the drivel you just posted.
You're not an enlightened being, you're a drug-fucked teenager. Do something about it before it bites you in the ass.
You're not an enlightened being, you're a drug-fucked teenager. Do something about it before it bites you in the ass.
We all share a similar story in life. While we will always have our own unique life experiences as we create them to be, we all share a similar theme of love and death. Life would not be as it is without death. Whether it's the food we eat, the planet we destroy or the emotions we channel, we are stuck in a cycle of life and death.
Shortly after starting high school in 2008, I started to lose sight of any sort of meaning in life. I was stuck in a cycle, I was confused. I focused on the negative aspects of the world and had a downright negative outlook on life. I contemplated why things happened rather than accepting what is. I thought life was just a cruel joke and you ceased to exist upon death. I really wasn't so bad, looking back, at the time, though. I thought I couldn't trust anyone, and I noticed the negativity some people subconsciously bring into reality, everywhere, we all do it.
I found my first source of love through cannabis. After meeting someone freshman year that smoked weed and seemed like a good guy, I became interested yet hesitant. It wasn't until the next year that I decided to try it after thoroughly researching the plant and concluding most conclusive evidence pointed towards the safety of the plant. Meditating/medicating on cannabis greatly helped me deal with problems and depression in my life.
Perhaps a year till I became interested in other drugs, bestowed at the mind enhancing power of cannabis and current state of the drug war. One drug came to my attention: acid, LSD. The extent it was embedded in culture interested me and my research pointed towards the physiological safety of the chemical. I figured the psychological safety is relative to the individual, but I now see how any negatively perceived trip could benefit the overall well being of a human. When you take acid, you dissolve (figuratively) the part of you that makes you human, your ego, your fear and doubt. You connect to your soul, your heart, to others and to the universe.
My first two trips were alone, my thoughts taught me how the government and society functions, linking all my prior knowledge. My next trip was spring break in 2012. Never doing much for spring break before, I didn't know what to expect. Five of us shared a beach house on Oak Island for five days. We tried a few drugs, including LSD, MDMA, and a bit of alcohol and MXE. On MDMA, I saw Spongebob clips, followed by spongebob exploding from all his body parts and then reconnecting. I saw this clear as day, after seeing something like this with your mind, you get the idea the human mind is stronger than perceived. We spent the days playing in the sand, creating a myrman with sand, talking about deep feelings that engulf us and enjoying life. We spent the nights laying on the beach, watching the stars cross the sky, feeling the energy from the crashing waves and emitting our energy through a close feeling of unity and oneness, love.
My beach trip was a childhood paradise, it was perfect, it was peace. After tripping with the girl I love, I lost my fear and was able to make the conscious choice to fall in love. We agreed upon many things that grew us, spiritually. We found understanding in god as the universe and love. We found understanding in ego as our conceptual self, our source of superiority. We found true happiness, true freedom, an experience we will have forever, all because we left our doubt behind to take a risk.
Over summer, I lived in a dope little house on 2 acres with my girl. She was my universe, she was my babe, my sun, she's my kitty kat. I was forever intrigued by spirituality and love. I spent the summer exploring my consciousness, looking for answers. It wasn't until this childhood paradise ended before I could find these answers. My girl moved almost two hours away, for college. She had asked me to move there earlier on in the year. I did everything in my power to move there and I was able too be there. I could not convince myself to sacrifice my energy and will to a destructive business for pay, so I sought my own source of income. I made my own way, just in a loving way instead.
Doubt divided our relationship, the love I was sure to have forever was gone. Looking back, it spiraled downward ever since I had a pretty bad trip on alcohol. I was back at the bottom. I knew I had no choice but to be strong. I continued exploring my mind for answers, learning much along the way. I eventually taught myself to feel perfectly happy without that external source of love. I taught myself to love unconditionally, though we're still getting there. At this point of my life, I had full faith the propper drugs would continue to guide me with love. I could see the growth it gave me as a person, transforming from a kid to a man in under a year.
After some pretty deep revelations, I found perfect understanding of the universe, from all the other things I have learned before. Humans are destined to die, logically. It makes sense that you become god when you die, for your ego is eliminated and you're left with your point of consciousness, as long as you believe you will, we're all given a choice. The universe is infinite. When you're dead, you can do anything you believe, you have total control over your reality.
Is there a way we can achieve this state of heaven without dying? Is there a way to break the cycle of death and live forever? Suppose humans consciously rid negativity, greed, judgement, and death from their lives. If we could consciously kill our egos, we could live forever, we'd find heaven without dying normally.
How could we attain world peace, what's the process? People would have to decrease their sense of division, their ego. People would have to respect one another's reality and not kill other beings. This means all humans must simply stop killing eachother, in unison, and we can have peace. It further means humans must stop killing other living beings, both plants and animals. We will eventually stop destroying the chemicals we so long used to live, we will one day stop breathing and time will cease. Humans will find heaven without experiencing a physical death. I had the realization humans don't have to sleep, we fall out of reality when we lose our source of energy. If we stop killing, stop eating, stop distorting others' realities by talking and just start observing, start believing, start feeling, we can find the same state of heaven where anything is possible.
I understand this concept far too well to doubt it. My dreams only support my ideas, I've had dreams of being in a video game, doing 'impossible' things. Dreams are just other realities we fall into when we lose consciousness in this reality. I feel that if we all follow our dreams, we can converge on the same answer and manifest it into reality.
Humanity has two options when dealing with a pivaltal point in history such as this, where the entire power structure, along with the negativity it brought, that entangled the earth will be dismantled. We can have faith that the right thing to do is to love, or we can continue doubting the inevitable future and perpetuate this destructive society to the point humans destroy theirself. One person that dedicated his life to spreading knowledge of love was crucified on a cross. The Roman church could not handle the fear of them losing their illusion of power. History is repeating itself, now that you're aware about it, it's your choice, can we release the past for love now or must we wait until someone's ego can take it no longer and someone else is hurt over fear of losing control, fear of freedom.
I'm encouraging everyone to stop using money after Wednesday, January 9th. We can make a difference if we consciously end the cycle of greed and death. We all have the choice to believe, to participate, to change the world. We all have the chance to begin a new age of equality and love, this is a good start. It will happen, it's your choice when, for how long must we continue this cycle?
Wouldn't total freedom and a million person music festival be a little better than your day job anyways?
Shortly after starting high school in 2008, I started to lose sight of any sort of meaning in life. I was stuck in a cycle, I was confused. I focused on the negative aspects of the world and had a downright negative outlook on life. I contemplated why things happened rather than accepting what is. I thought life was just a cruel joke and you ceased to exist upon death. I really wasn't so bad, looking back, at the time, though. I thought I couldn't trust anyone, and I noticed the negativity some people subconsciously bring into reality, everywhere, we all do it.
I found my first source of love through cannabis. After meeting someone freshman year that smoked weed and seemed like a good guy, I became interested yet hesitant. It wasn't until the next year that I decided to try it after thoroughly researching the plant and concluding most conclusive evidence pointed towards the safety of the plant. Meditating/medicating on cannabis greatly helped me deal with problems and depression in my life.
Perhaps a year till I became interested in other drugs, bestowed at the mind enhancing power of cannabis and current state of the drug war. One drug came to my attention: acid, LSD. The extent it was embedded in culture interested me and my research pointed towards the physiological safety of the chemical. I figured the psychological safety is relative to the individual, but I now see how any negatively perceived trip could benefit the overall well being of a human. When you take acid, you dissolve (figuratively) the part of you that makes you human, your ego, your fear and doubt. You connect to your soul, your heart, to others and to the universe.
My first two trips were alone, my thoughts taught me how the government and society functions, linking all my prior knowledge. My next trip was spring break in 2012. Never doing much for spring break before, I didn't know what to expect. Five of us shared a beach house on Oak Island for five days. We tried a few drugs, including LSD, MDMA, and a bit of alcohol and MXE. On MDMA, I saw Spongebob clips, followed by spongebob exploding from all his body parts and then reconnecting. I saw this clear as day, after seeing something like this with your mind, you get the idea the human mind is stronger than perceived. We spent the days playing in the sand, creating a myrman with sand, talking about deep feelings that engulf us and enjoying life. We spent the nights laying on the beach, watching the stars cross the sky, feeling the energy from the crashing waves and emitting our energy through a close feeling of unity and oneness, love.
My beach trip was a childhood paradise, it was perfect, it was peace. After tripping with the girl I love, I lost my fear and was able to make the conscious choice to fall in love. We agreed upon many things that grew us, spiritually. We found understanding in god as the universe and love. We found understanding in ego as our conceptual self, our source of superiority. We found true happiness, true freedom, an experience we will have forever, all because we left our doubt behind to take a risk.
Over summer, I lived in a dope little house on 2 acres with my girl. She was my universe, she was my babe, my sun, she's my kitty kat. I was forever intrigued by spirituality and love. I spent the summer exploring my consciousness, looking for answers. It wasn't until this childhood paradise ended before I could find these answers. My girl moved almost two hours away, for college. She had asked me to move there earlier on in the year. I did everything in my power to move there and I was able too be there. I could not convince myself to sacrifice my energy and will to a destructive business for pay, so I sought my own source of income. I made my own way, just in a loving way instead.
Doubt divided our relationship, the love I was sure to have forever was gone. Looking back, it spiraled downward ever since I had a pretty bad trip on alcohol. I was back at the bottom. I knew I had no choice but to be strong. I continued exploring my mind for answers, learning much along the way. I eventually taught myself to feel perfectly happy without that external source of love. I taught myself to love unconditionally, though we're still getting there. At this point of my life, I had full faith the propper drugs would continue to guide me with love. I could see the growth it gave me as a person, transforming from a kid to a man in under a year.
After some pretty deep revelations, I found perfect understanding of the universe, from all the other things I have learned before. Humans are destined to die, logically. It makes sense that you become god when you die, for your ego is eliminated and you're left with your point of consciousness, as long as you believe you will, we're all given a choice. The universe is infinite. When you're dead, you can do anything you believe, you have total control over your reality.
Is there a way we can achieve this state of heaven without dying? Is there a way to break the cycle of death and live forever? Suppose humans consciously rid negativity, greed, judgement, and death from their lives. If we could consciously kill our egos, we could live forever, we'd find heaven without dying normally.
How could we attain world peace, what's the process? People would have to decrease their sense of division, their ego. People would have to respect one another's reality and not kill other beings. This means all humans must simply stop killing eachother, in unison, and we can have peace. It further means humans must stop killing other living beings, both plants and animals. We will eventually stop destroying the chemicals we so long used to live, we will one day stop breathing and time will cease. Humans will find heaven without experiencing a physical death. I had the realization humans don't have to sleep, we fall out of reality when we lose our source of energy. If we stop killing, stop eating, stop distorting others' realities by talking and just start observing, start believing, start feeling, we can find the same state of heaven where anything is possible.
I understand this concept far too well to doubt it. My dreams only support my ideas, I've had dreams of being in a video game, doing 'impossible' things. Dreams are just other realities we fall into when we lose consciousness in this reality. I feel that if we all follow our dreams, we can converge on the same answer and manifest it into reality.
Humanity has two options when dealing with a pivaltal point in history such as this, where the entire power structure, along with the negativity it brought, that entangled the earth will be dismantled. We can have faith that the right thing to do is to love, or we can continue doubting the inevitable future and perpetuate this destructive society to the point humans destroy theirself. One person that dedicated his life to spreading knowledge of love was crucified on a cross. The Roman church could not handle the fear of them losing their illusion of power. History is repeating itself, now that you're aware about it, it's your choice, can we release the past for love now or must we wait until someone's ego can take it no longer and someone else is hurt over fear of losing control, fear of freedom.
I'm encouraging everyone to stop using money after Wednesday, January 9th. We can make a difference if we consciously end the cycle of greed and death. We all have the choice to believe, to participate, to change the world. We all have the chance to begin a new age of equality and love, this is a good start. It will happen, it's your choice when, for how long must we continue this cycle?
Wouldn't total freedom and a million person music festival be a little better than your day job anyways?
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