Allow me to add, my life is proof that karma is real. I gave everything I owned, except my guitar and amp, away. I have no money, yet I continue to contribute a positive change in society. I have no money, yet I'm happier than ever. Perhaps you don't need material possessions to be happy, I found the less I had, the happier I felt.
I now have a warrant for my arrest, for trespassing at 10:30 at a public park, on Halloween, and for speeding like 15 over. I wasn't able to show to court when I tried and I really don't believe I should change my life because someone wants to punish a kid for committing victimless acts.
On December 27th, my friend and I went to see a music show that a kid we had met invited us to. Yo momma's big fat booty ban at the Lincoln theater in Raleigh. The thing turned out to be largey a sting operation. I noticed that night was out of the ordinary. Sketchy people continuously approached us talking about drugs, while they clearly weren't taking any. They were talking from memory, not from their heart. I could feel the fear in them when they spoke. I could feel them focusing on me the entire night. Little did they know, all the energy spent watching and judging me would grow me as a person, I've never grown so much in one day. While they living in fear and working, I was living in love and dancing.
Despite their brilliant effort to arrest the oh so hostile Sean Martin, I didn't bring my ID. By the extent of this operation, the number of people involved, it was clear ego was out to kill love, which manifested by a bunch of drunk adults watching two kids enjoy their night on LSD.
After we left, we walked to this kid's appartment where I was nearly murdered. I can't give you physical proof of these events, but the signs were all there. These kids are acting maniacal and laughing sinically, dressed as hippies, yet emitting nothing but negative energy. They hinted towards their knowledge of killing a known fugitive on a dozen hits of acid. I talked about how money is inevitably worthless, with no avail to shutter out the negative energy they channeled. It wasn't until I had a thought in the bathroom and voiced it, I told them that they have the freewill to do anything they want, but they'll have to live with their choices forever, for what you manifest into reality changes the world forever. I could tell by their response, silence, that I had struck a chord. I could feel the change of heart enact in these kids' minds.
This entre night, I was highly aware people were out to arrest me and apparently out to kill me if the former fails. If I had drank alcohol and lost awareness, I can easily see how their plans would've worked.
I am simply stating the 'justice' system is fucked. It only protects those that create the rules, not the population that the rules are enforced against. I clearly put myself in a position where people will either love or hate me. It makes sense, that those whom cannot let go of the past and their illusion of possession and power will have a beef with someone attempting to end that phase of humanity.
History nearly repeated itself, I was nearly crucified for monetary gain. I wasn't because I was highly observant of my surroundings and highly connected to other human beings, qualities I would attribute to LSD use and more importantly, complete conscious awareness.
Now that I voiced the truth, you can either believe it as the truh and see the deeply flawed elements of society that would result in the Raleigh police department and some wealthy individuals targeting an 18 year old that voiced a contrasting opinion on the Internet, or we can continue to doubt dank, until something or someone undeniably changes reality.
The truth will come out with time, it always does.
Let me add, I forgive everyone involved in that night that later realized the mistakes they made by sacrificiing their will for money. It's up to them to forgive themselves, though.
So greed is out to destroy love, evidently. Will we allow greed to end the life of a child, only to realize our mistakes thereafter? Or will we become observant enough, to the point we can understand my perspective and enact the change needed to better the world. Your choice, greed or love. Love lasts forever.